I have written you a note. It gets like one emotion out, but thats about it. But there is still a lot that needs to be said, needs to be thought about.... The problem is, is that i can't form my thoughts and my feelings into words. i suck.
I didn't want to remember he exsisted... he moved... outta sight, outta mind right? wrong. feelings will never truly go away, they will just subside for due time. I'll always have feelings and won't be surprised if i end up flying my ass to the east coast when I am older just to see him. The note has more on this...
wait... are you not in richland anymore?
stop being horny around eric and be horny around me instead. lol... i wanted to go to a KMK show... but dad wanted to go also, and i don't wanns go with him to that lol.
hey darling, thats so progress. i havnt been able to write cause i also cant get it all into words.. and rambleing hurts in letters.
i know the feeling.. its a little differetn, i say this cause like, feelings are rarely excactly thte same and i havnt had a love like that. oh, u will fly out.. the sure thing is the freindship wont die.. from what i do know i can say that with pure confudence.
yea, i got six tardys, thats the limit, so im gunna start going to shaffer day school sometime next week.. i went from normal to continuation to community/corectional school.. haha some of my freinds are proud haha.. they say it take skill hahaha..
haha will do! i am horny around u tho, even if it doesnt show.. where married, our sex life was bound to slow down ): haha
thanks! i might lose it.. not cause i dont rock at it.. details later..
i love u and im sorry im crazy. i was wrong about the whole not fighting and shit bullshit.. i will explain shit about it later.. its sorda confusing and personal..
Comments 3
I didn't want to remember he exsisted... he moved... outta sight, outta mind right? wrong. feelings will never truly go away, they will just subside for due time. I'll always have feelings and won't be surprised if i end up flying my ass to the east coast when I am older just to see him. The note has more on this...
wait... are you not in richland anymore?
stop being horny around eric and be horny around me instead. lol... i wanted to go to a KMK show... but dad wanted to go also, and i don't wanns go with him to that lol.
good luck with work... I start the 26th.
Reply
i know the feeling.. its a little differetn, i say this cause like, feelings are rarely excactly thte same and i havnt had a love like that. oh, u will fly out.. the sure thing is the freindship wont die.. from what i do know i can say that with pure confudence.
yea, i got six tardys, thats the limit, so im gunna start going to shaffer day school sometime next week.. i went from normal to continuation to community/corectional school.. haha some of my freinds are proud haha.. they say it take skill hahaha..
haha will do! i am horny around u tho, even if it doesnt show.. where married, our sex life was bound to slow down ): haha
thanks! i might lose it.. not cause i dont rock at it.. details later..
i love u and im sorry im crazy. i was wrong about the whole not fighting and shit bullshit.. i will explain shit about it later.. its sorda confusing and personal..
i <3 u SO much! i miss u. scotty ( ... )
Reply
ps do you like have a sn and stuff? <3
Reply
Leave a comment