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[loser47]

I feel Like Shit, and I hate it of course. SOmetimes I just wonder if there was something I can do, to forget everything, because it still hurts. It doesn't matter what I do, I will always end up looking back at the things that wont matter a year from now. I will alwats do things that I shouldn't be doing, like caring :-\.

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[gothika_erotika]

Oh, sweetie. I'm sorry to hear you're upset. I was at wits end earlier. Vomitting, panic attacks, crying, and it was all over something that didn't happen.

I have said to myself many times that I wished I were a mechanical woman, so I would have no emotions or feelings at all. It would be easier if we could just hold our hearts and not let anyone come close to them. It's hard not to look back on our past regrets, pains, and how we were mistreated. I still do it, and that's why my self esteem lacks so much.

You can get through this, and sometimes you will regress, but in the end, you'll be so much stronger. Jennifer could tell you that I've been through a lot, and I promise you I'm telling the truth. It may take awhile to ease your pain (and most likely it will never heal fully), but I hope maybe we can start a friendship that can grow into something really beautiful. Everyone needs someone to lean on, and I would be happy to listen.