Today has been different since the past few months of normalization. I've been worried about a few thing, and it's stressing me out lately. I don't understand why, but things like this shouldn't bother me anymore, but it does. To my knowledge I never thought this or anything similar would happen again. If there was something I could've done to ( Read more... )

It's been quite a boring week :\, nothing I could really say.. Not! Actually Jenifer told me something actually made me like WHOA! I couldn't believe I had that affect on her. Anyways she told me that "You are so Shy" of course I question her, but you know I have trouble stating the obvious. Well, anyways she got wanted "a Boyfriend" but she called ( Read more... )

Everytime when something good happens, it only last for a little bit, but everytime osmehting bad happens it stick forever. :(

This freggin sucks, lately I have been getting depressed over everything it's sad lol. The only thing that can save me is a nap. Anyways my old friend Brittany actually spoke to me, after year. I wonder what she has been up to. Anyways I am going to do do do dod of then chao

I dunno, I was bored and there was nothing to do so I decided to update. Nothing really special, I just wish things were different at time. Reading my past journal entries is it still upsetting, but what are you gonna do? I have managed to do better this time..(meaning the great depressiong "Shay's version").. I can actually can eat and sometimes ( Read more... )

Today was quite the most painful days I have ever expirenced... I can't believe anything anymore.. this event that has happened is going to change me so much. I can't believe I trust people. Friends..Family.. and anyone else that matters to me.. I always get shit back in return. I don't even know why I believed in anything... I guess there was a ( Read more... )

It's really over, everything that we've been through is done.... Man thats a real drag, I wish this had never happened...

It's happening again... I am having troubles eating and sleeping argh!

Every now and then I realize something new. I've cared for someone so long...and it's been a strange world for both of us. I have dont know what to say... I have tears, and I dont know what to call them, because my past with hat someone.. has ment the world to me... I just dont get, how can she keep talking to me. I just don't understand it, I gave ( Read more... )

I can't take it anymore... This shit isnt worth it, at all. This was fucking bullshit and I just can't ttake it anymore. ( Read more... )