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loser_in_love

Decisions

Jul 27, 2004 20:00

Omg I dont know what to do... I think im gonna be sick. Im thinking that.. well everyone wantsta go out with me.. like Arya and Boris and stuff.. I think I might dump Arya. Just to make it fair to everyone else. That way, I wont go out with anyone and noone gets jealous or hurt.. Do you think thats fair? Or atleast be single until this all settles ( Read more... )

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shezsupafreaky July 27 2004, 20:06:14 UTC

are you insane?! No!
AND NO!!!
who cares if others like you...dont ruin it for yourself and arya just cause of it. Dont you even dare break up with him. you so need a better reason than this!! i love you jillian, and i only want whats best for you babe...and arya is definatly worth staying wiht. hes proved it to me plenty of times. Dont go walking away from it , givng it up. Ive learned form my mistakes of letting someone go..im not letting you make that same mistake, even if it costs me everything i have to stop you.

~*Brandee*~

Brandee... loser_in_love July 27 2004, 20:09:34 UTC

I know you want whats best for me.. but-

I want whats best for Arya too... I think that .. everything i do hurts him! I dont want him to hurt anymore. I think we need to be friends for a while yah know? Cuz like.. I dont think it would hurt him that much. He'd get over it... and eventually .. i dunno. I wanna be friends with EVERYONE so that noone gets jealous and noone gets hurt. Do you see my point?

-Jillian

shezsupafreaky July 27 2004, 20:09:57 UTC

need i find our notebook somewhere and show you what youd be throwing away if you break up with him, besides the fact that you will have wasted 5 months of hard work for nothing.

.... loser_in_love July 27 2004, 20:11:32 UTC

I dont care if its bad for me!! But its good for Arya, Boris, and whoever else likes me and wantsta go out with me.. Im trying to do a favor for other people..

-Jillian

Re: .... shezsupafreaky July 27 2004, 20:13:54 UTC

....yuor trying to help people...but your gonna be hurting arya and i know it jillian. and your gonna be dissapointing me....i cant even think whyd you want to do this. WHO CARES about other people. obviously you do...and it....it...jillian, this has got to be the worst desicion youve ever made..

Im srry.. loser_in_love July 27 2004, 20:16:00 UTC

But ive always thought about me and im so sick of him calling me crying because of something ive done. i hate hurting him. we;ve gotten into so many fights and id still do things with him like we would be goin out. Just as long as i get to love him, see him, and hear his voice.. nothing else matters.

-Jillian

OMG JILLIAN needcookiedough July 27 2004, 20:13:42 UTC

NONONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant say it enough
jillian
go out w/ the one you love
dont worry about neone else
its a fact of life people get jealous and hurt
you should avoid it but ruining ur relationship just to make people feel good for a little while is NOT worth it
AND its stupid for people to not be friends with you just because u wont go out with them or something
i would feel more insulted and desperate if a friend went out with me just to make me feel better than if noone would go out with me because noone liked me in that way
i would learn that people didnt like me for a reason so i would ask people why i wouldnt have a hissy fit change things that i would have done or said
AND if someone gets hurt or jealous part of life is learning to deal with it people should know that by now
LIFE ISNT FAIR
duh
ur not always gonna go out with someone that you like ive learned that by now havent you?
well feedback on my feedback and i love you
THE SHELBINATOR!!!!

Re: OMG JILLIAN shezsupafreaky July 27 2004, 20:15:25 UTC

SEE? told you. its pointless and no one but boris would want you to do it cause boris is a selfish stupid ass who only want things for himself. If he cares enough..hed give you up to make sure you live life to the fulliest WITH ARYA!

Lol loser_in_love July 27 2004, 20:18:39 UTC

I know its bad for me.. but its better for Arya and boris. Id be killing two birds with one stone.
It wouldnt really help me.. but it would help the one i love.
As long as i get to love him, see him, and hear his voice, i wouldnt care if we were together or not.
You dont understand the pressure.
he always cries and i always feel like its my faault.
he tells me it isnt.. but i know deep inside it really is..

-Jillian

Re: OMG JILLIAN needcookiedough July 27 2004, 20:23:17 UTC

oopsies
well that totally sums up my feelings
but if that was my college entrance exam... good luck to me
i totally strayed away from your question
and i was being totally selfish and ignorant by just voicing my opinion
well i hope you can forgive me
THE SHELBINATOR!!!!

russian_x_pride July 27 2004, 20:14:33 UTC

you need to go with you heart.... i rly love you but you love arya and hes your whole world ud die 4 him and i dont wanna ruin that because i care about you alot and i only want whats best for you who cares if im sad wuts important is u , 4get my sadness and everythign im not worth u losing ur life, cuz like u said arya is ur life, and as much as i want u 2 be with me, i want u 2 do what u wanna do forget about me ill suck it up and be jealous as long as yorue happy with arya ..... i have been sad for 5 months and jealous u nvr cared before y start now? im not tryin 2 break u up i just want you to go with ur heart and ill always be there for you no matter wut decisions u make in life im always here 4 u even if it can only be as a friend :(

I love you and i hope you make a good decision

p.s. thanks for the shrit im gunna wear it every time i cy you

~*Boris*~

shezsupafreaky July 27 2004, 20:16:26 UTC

LMAO!! seee....i guess i was wrong...boris isnt selfish. he cares too..(sorry boris but ya know....you use to do that). he cares enough..we care enough..and i swear to god im stoping you from doing this.

if you do... loser_in_love July 27 2004, 20:20:29 UTC

If you stop me.. then your killing Arya's best interests .. and boris's

Jillian

welcome loser_in_love July 27 2004, 20:23:40 UTC

I know I need to go with my heart boris.... and thats what im gonna do.
You, shelby, and brandee all side with Arya on this.. and i dont blame you.
but theres one thing you all dont get-
WE ARENT HAPPY!
There are too many problems.. too many people in our way..
Its not worth all the fighting and crying.
If i could just be single.. noone gets jealous and noone gets hurt.
Its better for Arya.
Im not trying to hurt him.. I LOVE him.
Im trying to do whats best for him.
and everyone else...

-Jillian

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stick w/ ur love needcookiedough July 27 2004, 20:30:51 UTC

u love arya dont you?
dont you want to be with him?
ur really lucky to have him
god, hes think about everything you would lose if you broke up with him
hes does everything he does and he says everything he says because HE LOVES YOU
jillian
if you really feel like ur ruining arya then all you need to do is talk to him
AND maybe if you still feel guilty then you can make the relationship more of a two way street
like get stuff for him more or write poems or songs or something
express you feelings
we all know how much you love arya
so talk to him
i love you jill
THE SHELBINATOR!!!!