I cannot believe how much has changed throughout the last few weeks. I dumped my boyfriend. much drama ensues. but its high school what else is new. He dates a friend of mine a couple days later. and I stopped speaking to him. now we r civil. I suppose. So i decided that i needed a change and since i cant do anything physical I have decided ( Read more... )

well i m not to happy. i mean come on what the heck is with ppl if ur not smiling happy and giggling they think you are defective. i swear to something holy i will shoot the next person who asks me whats wrong *walks off to grab a 9mm* i may be crazy but just because you dont smile doesnt mean your ready to off youself ( Read more... )

So i havent updated in forever in a day but, its been hectic to say the least. my mom is once again starting up the whole i dont like who you are dating thing again. she told me we need to have a "talk". I told james I would listen to my mom this time but i lied. i m going to stand up to my mom. for the first time in my life. consequences be ( Read more... )

sickness deep inside ( Read more... )

I always fall for the Unattainable ( Read more... )

alright i dont really hate god and i feel better now. im kinda using this journal as a way to express my thoughts. I think that if i do this i wont cut and hopefully that will work cuz it hurts the people around me. thing is the parentals r completly oblivious as long as i crack the right sarcasm at the right time. See over the last few years i ( Read more... )

so i figured out my problem and dealt withit. So now my parents are finally getting divorced. Ever since I figured that out i've been kinda bummed and i dont know why. I knew it was coming. besides theyve been seperated for over a year. plus ive been very depressed with no reason lately i mean i even want to cut again and i was doing really ( Read more... )

ok i have a huge problem. See i thought i was a lesbian. but im having feelings for a certain boy. I dont know what to do. I mean i like him but hes my friend i dont want to hurt him if it doesn't work out ( Read more... )