heh..maura left

[loser_ryan]

i was typing what im about to put on here to maura while she left without me knowing or sayng goodbye...my friends dad Ron passed away today. He was more like a friend then someones father, and my friend was at my house when we found out he finally made it to heaven against his long battle with cancer. As i was mourning (crying) I called almost

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[xxblackxsheepxx]

i hate death... i truly hate it

[wh4t1t1s2burn]

Ryan, I don't want to hold a one way friendship. It's not that I've completely called off being friends, and you know that. I try to show that I'm here for you. I call you, I IM you, I write you comments and write about you in my journal, and the only time you really ever say anything about me is to complain that you've lost me as a friend. You haven't, you just haven't even taken the time to see if I'm still here. If it makes you feel any better, I wasn't at Caleb's either.

[xxblackxsheepxx]

http://www.livejournal.com/friends/add.bml?user=xxblackxsheepxx

[dwightmania46v]

"I AM sick of the little things. like crying over a death". Ryan, it is completely natural to cry over death, it would be unnatural if you didn't.

Remember my offer, it still stands.

[just8a9girl]

i dont think that this will matter. were not that good of friends anyway. but i truely care about you. and i just want you to know that, im here. you never respond when i comment on here, and you dont talk to me, and i think this will be the last time that i try to make you feel better by telling you how much i care, because i dont think my words mean that much to you.

301-432-6384. thats my number, if you EVER want to talk, to me, or jordan, we're here. im sorry about everything youre going through. i know how you feel all too well. i know that feeling of losing people, just, losing them to other people, to death, to tragedies, to anything, im sorry.

i wasnt invited to anyones party either. it hurts, i know.