ugh.........im so confused.
i dont want him to ask me out anymore because it will make my life waaaaaay too complicated.
my parents would make a big deal out of it, and it would probably piss me off.
and all my life, ive said that im not gonna get married and just live life alone.
when i start thinking about it, thats really all i want.
a boyfriend is the last thing that i want right now.
aahhhhh!!!!!!!!
but if he does ask me out, then i wont be able to say no cuz im too damn nice!!!!!
i just hope that he gets too nervous and doesnt ask me out.
ever.