unreflective rythms... unclarified responses... too high to realise the communication is fautly on one end... must keep time clear... must record all movements ( Read more... )

MON. Now let me see you try. Everyday we wake up, same old routine, sometimes slightly changing but mostly that permatrippin type of shit. The relief once pleasure is found is a rare jem that I am still having trouble trusting. This hurricane, come on now no one can see me cry. This titlewave, this avalanche... If only that was the way. Come on now ( Read more... )

MY EAR HAS BEEN EXPOSED TO SOME SORT OF CHEMICAL OR TOXIN AND IS CAUSING MY SKIN TO BURN AND FALL OFF... ALSO, IT IS CONTAGIOUS.

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This morning, I woke up, feeling brand new and, I jumped up, feeling my highs, and my lows, in my soul, and my goals just to stop smoking and stop drinking and I've been thinking, I've got my reasons, Just to get by.

I'm currently getting ready to go to st.thomas and cancel everything I ever was there.... then go to st.paul tech and figure out my future or something like that. I've never really felt like I was dreaming as much as I do right now... unless I was indeed dreaming... but I am not. Snow is melting. Spring is coming. Uriah is more and more perfect ( Read more... )

I found a piece of bubble gum shrimp floating in the puddle outside of the old farmers market and I wondered, How the Hell did THAT get THERE?

sometimes I crave to write and this is one of those times but I am being forced to make this short and sweet because I have things to do and the importance of writing in an internet journal is probably very insignificant compared to the things I should be doing. New years was pretty good, thank god for Uriah, he is my favorite part of 2008 already ( Read more... )

I have to go get my license picture retaken, cancel my credit card and I'm sure right after I do all of this I will find my missing wallet, that little son of a bitch. I'm pretty grateful for the things I have and all the shit my parents have done for me, but honestly the older I get the more I dislike the views of my parents and the way my parents ( Read more... )

I really enjoy the clock on my computer, because I trust it so much that when it is off it tricks my mind into thinking it is truley whatever time it's displaying. So my brain and this exact moment thinks that it is 11:42PM when I know for a fact it was much past midnight when I returned to my domain from Uriahs house. Sweet. The smell on my ( Read more... )

sooo christmas is done and i had a pretty good holiday got some pretty cool stuff and uriah is seriously everything ive ever dreamed for. my eyes are sleepy but my brain is not so i decided it would be a good time to just write. this is probably going to be a pretty boring entry but im the only one who reads these anyways. why would i read my own ( Read more... )