okay how about this. i did this on my lj a while ago maybe three times times lol and hardly anybody responded. i'm really interested in this and i'd appreciate it if at least a few people did it. <3
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Everything is changeing. My friends are shifting positions in who's important and whose not. The only ones whose opinions I really trust now are the people from st james. I think this makes come of my friends at school feel betrayed but they'll have to learn to deal with it because I love you guys. I think that counts as a confession (or possibly a fear/love). I hope you like it.
im not sure im happy with my boyfriend. were just got back together after a 3 day break and im not sure i still want to be with him. there..i confessed..
i am dumb when it comes to this stuff. I don't get these online journal things or any of this stuff. I always thought journals were supposed to be private, and the only things I ever read in these things were private things or things that i don't think anyone would care about and i would just bitch to my close friends to.
Life is changing really fast, it always has, but I suppose I notice it at certain times more than others. I'm losing people I thought I would have forever, and gaining people back that I never dreamed would come back into my life. I suppose my ultimate fear is that I'll end up with nobody because I am on of those easy to forget people. I dont need a LOT of people, but a few quality kids would be nice to have around. I get tired and sick more ofen. I have trouble coping with life more often than I should. I dont feel like I can be what I need to be to get somewhere in this world, but I keep trying, and I fear that one day the light inside will give out. I just want to make everyone happy, to be a positive and cheerful force in this world that is chock full of depressing news and downward spirlals. I believe that good can prevail if enough people work to find it and spread it. I just wanna live for music, for showing the positive force and maybe get to spend my days with a quality dude,and some qualiy friends. But life isnt like that. I
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ermm i once told a friend i was sick so i wouldnt have to hang out with them so i could hang out with someone else..
im a bad person =/
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