stuff is weird.my grandpa died this morning.but i didnt find out till this afternoon.anyhow.i turn on mtv.and theyre playing thye helena video.the part where theyre carrying the coffin down the steps.looking back.coincidence.or no.and he may have died around the same time.my dad said sometime around nine.i dont remember the time.hmmm?

my mom is fuckign retarded.she needs to learn to make up her mind about me and keep the fuck out of ym fucking business.im hanging out with some firnds friday night and one of em is haveing everyone sleep over.i was gonna.but my mom says no.you kjnow why.in the car shes like its natural for everyone to want to be sexually active but i dont think a ( Read more... )

today is my birthday.woot.i got 2 cards in school toady.which easily makes it the best school birthday ever.maybe 15 people said happy birthday without my telling them.also making it good.um.otherwise.life has been pretty normal.nothing of interest really.which is why i havnt updated.hmm.they said when i turn 5 i cang et a cell phone.whatever.i ( Read more... )

yea.new band.
mark-vox(maybe bass)
steve-guitar
me-bass(maybe vox)
emily-drums
mayhaps suica on the gitar.
um yea.nuff said.
might play the show with rev summer at dville church.and yea.

journal is now gonna be friends only because of reasons that will be posted when i make it friends only.comment if your not a friend and wanna be added.

found a great new badn to replace the loss of my old favorite emo band.to the corporate whatever.hahaha.no.someone jsut stole it.but i discovered thede guys courtesy of non one will belive this.but ryan amini.is actually an emo conoiseur.he has good emo tastes.yea.he introduced me to these guys.and josh intorduced him to them.josh is an emop shit. ( Read more... )

um.a needs to shutup about mark likeing me.cuz he doenst.and i dont like him.and i dont plan to date him.so quit the bullshit.quit the rumors.its getting fucking old and stupid.well.its always been stupid.somehow i thought you above gossip and rumors.apparently not.and then there was your infamous liambob something pants.i dont remember.that pissed ( Read more... )

ill be the first to admit it.i lost.after the game some guy who lookerd like a fucking meat dump said some shit to me.i didnt hear.but i walked over.hed been saying shit all game.and i was pissed.wo ig o ver and hes like w'as yo problem boi...get outta hea'.me:dude your white dont talk like your black' he was with a little buddy of his.his little ( Read more... )

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swore id never4 do ti again.im just the mother of all fuckups.