today was much much much better, considering that a lot of my friends came into taco bell to help cheer me up and i gave them all free food my manager was pissed at that but i'm starting to realize taco bell needs me more then i need them but still they pay me so its all good, lol. right now i couldn't have a care in the world i'm just here surfing ( Read more... )

i looked through my old e-mails and i found this ( Read more... )

last night was hell for me i didn't even get any sleep i just keep tossing and turning in my bed. i think it would take a lot of pressure off of me to go live with my dad, becuz he is so proud of me right now and while my dad is being supportive my mom is starting to get on my case about chores and such. the logical choice would be to move in with ( Read more... )

i hate my family all we do is fight and usaully its about me and my brother but we arent the ones doing the yelling my brother doesn't get my moms point of veiws so they fight a lot. i just can't stand it. i wish i could just go away and now i'm starting to think i'm going to. i have been thinking about moving in with my dad but it would mean going ( Read more... )

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i know i just updated a few minutes ago but i have something to get out for the entrie school day and most of work i felt as if i was sliding away from myself and losing purpose if i even had purpose in the frist place. i just felt really bad and depressed today just very not happy even though it was a ok day. but at work that depression just ( Read more... )

today was a long day to say the least i was busy all day theres no doubt about that.
and to shock none of you all the crap i went threw today had nothing to dod with valentines.
i hate my manager if i wasn't getting paid i so wouldn't have a job.

got to go teach kids at jr high math so that will take a while and on another note i'm just going to be wandering around outside today. not sure where i'm going to go i should go look at valentines things for some of my friends but fat chance. not like any of my friends would like valentines *again looks at brittany* well i should be heading off ( Read more... )

haven't made a post in a while becuase ii have been using aim to talk with friends and becuz i just didn't want to make a post. i also found a new band that i like i'm sure some of u have heard them before *looks at brittany* well there called SR-71 and i like some of their songs and downloading them now. other then that i have to go to work in 10 ( Read more... )

Now I'm in over my head
with something I said
Completely misread
I'm better off dead

But if I had to say goodbye to leave this hell
I'd say my time has served me well

I'm too awake for this to be a nightmare

some favorite lyrics out of the song over my head by sum 41.