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i can't even begin to bring anyone up to speed ( Read more... )

i got halfway mugged in chicago.

-and all i could think about was her.

--if i hadn't noticed that.... well....

---that's when you know.... you suck.

----every corner of every room reminds me of her. reminds me i failed.

---i hate that.

july 22nd i am hosting at front porch ( Read more... )

i knew i shouldn't have went to the beach.
i feel sick as hell....
but was it worth it?
.... i'm leaning twords yes.
it was good to see her smile.
even if i felt like hell watching it.
however.
as much as i'm motivated for this work.
i'm fucking scared.
and the little inconsistancies are becomming such an annoyance ( Read more... )

i recorded nick and kristin's song today.
it doesn't have a name... but it's pretty cool.
if anyone wants to hear it let me know....
i'd put it up here if i had room.
i'll have it on a site eventually.
but for now you'd have to get ahold of me for it.
the mix is a lot better than my four tracks are.
(i should really fix that)
i think i'm really ( Read more... )

http://www.angelfire.com/in2/toylet/ortiz.html
i have 3 new mp3s on there i recorded... today and wednesday.
i have so much to fucking say ( Read more... )

graduation ceremony... sucked ( Read more... )

even with as much as i have going on right now ( Read more... )

dinner....
i better be fucking charming as hell.
everyone wish me luck.... please.
i need it.