I had a pretty good weekend. On Friday, i got to play paintball. there were like 20 ppl there this time and it was pretty cool b/c we played 2 games of highschoolers and up vs. everyone younger than highschool...and there were only 5 highschoolers and up and we still owned the 15 that were younger (not much younger). It was pretty sweet. It was ( Read more... )

Okay so this weekend has been pretty sweet. On Friday i babysat for Lemly's and made me some cash ;). The kids really didn't listen but it was all good...i was incharge and in control the WHOLE time, i promise. Then on Saturday, I got to go over to the Buttons house and hang out with Doug, Michelle, Kayla, Ryan and Ben. First me and Michelle ( Read more... )

I like Dubey a lot :)

Wow this weekend was great. I went with rockpointe to Faholo. I also just found out that Faholo stands for faith, hope and love. How cute! Anyway, we learned a lot about standing up for faith, God not wanting us to be alone, about sin and that kinda stuff. It was pretty cool. I guess you can say that I broke down. I realized i've been ( Read more... )

Hey, my halloween was excellent. I dressed up as a snowboarder, with snowboarding goggles, snowpants, and a vest and hoody, it was pretty cool :). Laura and Kyle dressed up as my snowboarders too! Me, and Laura all went with our friends, LeAnne, Aaron, Kim and Kyle. We took Aarons truck and Kim's Crossfire (awesomeee carrrr) down to a rich sub ( Read more... )

I found this online....It's sad ( Read more... )

Recently, I dont know if you've noticed, but i've been getting depressed again and its just from the little things. That bugs me. How i feel so different and that i can get like this so easily...i feel so different and weird. It's like I can't control anything I do or feel. Things have been going crazy in life tho recently I guess ( Read more... )

wow...awesome night. Stopped in at Kayla Button's party tonight, took everyone home. :). Kyle :-p. Yeah so i guess i'm playing paintball tomorrow woop woop,w ait more like today. in....10 hours, im also supposed to be gettin up in 5 hours. o well, nothing new :-p. Wow tonight something was wrong w/me....i couldn't drive for crap. I couldn't ( Read more... )

my life is back to when things are too hard to stand...
Why am i at the rock bottom of life again???
Why can't i stop these crazy feelings?
I dont feel like I'm ok and i dont feel in control.

.....too far gone.....

kicked to the curb, feeling left out ( Read more... )