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october 26th bitchez....
well the weekend was chill. fridaynight sucked, cuz i had an interview at 830 at night. then hung out till 9ish, went to go see jessica we ended up going to jeffs house. that was chill. i gave blood that day and drank a little bit. so that was chill. umm came home and slept. saturday was jessica hills 18th birthday and we all kicked it there. some ( Read more... ) -
i just wanna go home
hey umm yea, i think today should die. its been no fun.
i hate people, unless your a person, then i dont hate you.
umm yea, if i didnt already say this, i hate today.
can someone try to make you feel better? he asked
ummm definatly not. i cant be helped anymore....
this is how i feel.
and i hate it
yea, im retarded.
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ive been trying to keep myself busy, so i dont think about what happened, so i dont let the anger set in. i lost him, and i could care less. but i now cant take her back. i wont let myself. shes too concerned about herself. whatever, i hope shes feeling guilty, and like a stupid whore. ah. then there is me trying to figure out who my real friends ( Read more... ) -
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so im definatly stuck in a hard place right now. i just dont know what to do. the guy that i liked, and was with is now hooking up with my best friend, yeah, umm fuck you. does a best friend do that to you? should she? i knew me and him wernt going to last, except the fact that he got permision from an other person, to be with me, its a really long ( Read more... ) -
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school and work are putting me in the worst moods. mon-fridays im fuckin crazy busy going with 3 jobs economics is stressing me out, i have to get good grades this year, i must get at least a b in all classes. i just want to stay at home most of the time, and just lay alone and hide away. i have been thinking about all the money i am going to be ( Read more... ) -
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hay, i havent talked to anyone in a while. so i thought i would say hay ( Read more... ) -
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so i say that the class of 06 should cause a lot of trouble this year, but we all have to do it together, because there is way more of us then teachers/staff. so lets fuck things up. i have a few ideas but i want your guys' imput! -
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damn it why do i keep going back to him. i am better. i know i am. i will be stronger. but i just want to fall back into his arms, and i dont know how to deal with this anymore. i need to get away, to meet someone new ( Read more... ) -
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feeling angry/depressed/pissed/happy/sad/confused/hate/guilt/betrayal. i fuckin hate everything that has happened lately. i cant seem to figure out what the fuck i want to do with myself. i am stressing out about nothing at all but at the same time thats something isnt it? fuck. i just dont know what i can do anymore. everything was fuckin awesome ( Read more... ) -
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100 randomn things about me ( Read more... )