Yesterday was insane ( Read more... )

so it's july fourth. yay. well it doesn't really feel different than any other summer day. i'm wasting my summer away but i refuse to get a meaningless job now. i have a month till i'm back at school and there is no point. that is why i busted my ass in high school so i could relax and focus on school in college. next summer i'll intern or get a ( Read more... )

i've never been happy with some of the things i've done and how i still continue to act, but i'm beginning to understand it ( Read more... )

say anything you want in this anonymous post.

it's 7:35 am and i'm proud to say that i have just woken up, not decided to go to bed ( Read more... )

i can't believe i'm letting this happen to me.

so i pretty much feel that everyone that goes to this school is a little insane, myself included ( Read more... )

this song, being alive, from sondheim's "company" sums up my outlook on love on the moment ( Read more... )

i've become a horrible sleeper, meaning i just don't go to bed till like 4 AM. last night was not a good night. i was pretty emotional due to many things. work catching up on me, breaking it off with, lets just say, latino lover, and getting one line in a show that i auditioned for, while people who didn't even try out got leads. i quit. i'm just ( Read more... )

So I've decided to start writing here again simply because a psychiatrist would be too expensive ( Read more... )