My girlfriend, Elizabeth, visited me today. Needless to say, she came with my mom and sister but, that was fine. It was good to see all of them today. Especially Elizabeth. We had a good day today. If it was just her, we probably would've done more (not sexual) and, we probably would've talked more. Elizabeth got to see my dorm room. She hated it. ( Read more... )

I was driving to my friend's apartment today and, I was listening to to a CD, as usual. I was in the mood for a little southern culture rock. I call it California rock. I was listening to Counting Crows. It was there second or third CD. For all those who don't know that CD, it's "This Desert Life". That's just for all you who are interested. ( Read more... )

Being fearless is not being brave. Being fearless is about being stupid. I brag that I'm fearless but, I'm not. I'm just really, really stupid. When you have no fear, you're afraid of everything. I don't think I'm afraid of anything but, in turn, I am scared of everything. It's a big world out there and, I'm a tiny person in the middle of nowhere. ( Read more... )

I know that that is a commonly over used saying. It's almost cliche-ish. I think it is a cliche. I've been told I act older than I actually am and, I tell the 40 something adult that I was raised well. Of course, when I get around kids my own age or younger, I act like a kid in a candy store. I know that you can vouch for that Elizabeth. You know ( Read more... )

I wrote yesterday that no one knows the real answer to why. Well, I know why. There is no answer to why because, it doesn't answer the big questions of life. We ask why are we here. No one knows. Why doesn't answer the big questions. Why is just repetitive. Understand this, no one knows why. We will never know. So, lets stop asking why and, let us ( Read more... )

Why is the eternal question that everyone ask. To be honest, why do we ask why? It has no answer. There is no appropriate response. When we were kids, we could ask why for days but, no answer would be good enough. True, we probably did it to annoy our peers but, one never knows. I just came from one of the most pointless events in my early college ( Read more... )

Today was my first day of college at Auburn. It wasn't really all that scary. I learned it's like a hollywood movie high school. It was kind of liberating. I feel better. I have insane teachers. It's unreal. I talked to Elizabeth last night and, she seemed better. She had a friend over and, I got to hear her laugh. I haven't heard that laugh since ( Read more... )

i have often thought that I would never be struck by true love but, I have. Not too many people know what true love is at 18 but, I have. I have fallen in love with cowgirl and, right now, we are apart. I here at Auburn, wasting away without my love. She's in Hoover right now, hopefully riding her horse Noel. She has a beautiful horse. It's a ( Read more... )