[MaruBaru] Shower
Title : Shower
Pairing : Subaru/Maru.
Rating : NC-17. of course.
Genre : Romance / humor / smut.
Takes place : February 2010.
NB : Finally this is finished, omg, I thought I would never be done editing this one. Took me three months and a lot of rewriting to actually get something correct. Also, this was our first story! \o/ ...unbeta'ed because it's late and my eyes are going nuts.
Maru smiles as his cellphone rings discreetly. Flinging it open, he grins while reading the message.
“I’m bored, how about an ice-cream?”
Considering the offer for approximatively two seconds, the bassist can’t help but agree. A positive reply later, he’s hopping his way up to where his friends are, talking about random things.
It’s been a long day already, rehearsals and stuff tiring them all, but he feels very happy suddenly. He met this girl - Kira, a model - a week ago or so, and things are rather great between them. There’s always some obvious flirting going on, for sure, and the young woman seems more than ready to try the next step - dating, for those who don’t get it - but still, Ryuhei is not keen on going out with her. For which reason, he doesn’t know, so he lets it go. Just, he feels as if it would be a treason toward his bandmates. Toward some of his bandmates. Okay, toward Subaru and Shota. Subaru mostly.
Well, uh.
- Maru-chan, what’s with the stupid smile?
He grins as Subaru pushes him playfully and pushes him back.
- Say, I’m on my way to meet Kira, would you mind coming with me?
After all, he’s Maruyama Ryuhei, which means mister-I-am-shy-with-anybody-not-male. He would have loved to take Yoko instead, but the oldest is even more shy with girls than he is, and to take Ryo or Tadayoshi is stupid as they would totally ruin all his chances, if chances there are. And Subaru is his best friend anyway, so there.
- Oh really, the main singer sighs, blinking, I don’t know… I don’t want to ruin your date.
- It’s not a date, Maru pouts, it’s just… Ice-cream.
He knows perfectly that everybody’s going to make fun of him having a girlfriend, but somehow he doesn’t care. He just wants Subaru to come with him, as a backup of some sort.
- But-but…
- Okay, let’s go.
The older man opens his mouth, ready to tell him that ‘no fucking way’, but how can he say no to Maruyama? Well he can’t. So he follows grumpily.
As far as the red ranger is concerned, the only trouble with that Kira girl - apart from the fact that she’s always looking at Ryuhei with those annoying shiny puppy eyes - is that she’s always twittering about everything she does. And the worse is that she has well known friends. Who tend to do the same. So Subaru sighs when Aiba sends him a message asking if they’re taking vanilla or strawberry, and almost expects Oguri-kun to show up too.
Oblivious to all of this, Maru smiles nicely at the lady, and pays for all the ice-creams. Subaru wonders how much more awkward this can get. Even more because there’s quite a lot of people around, and he’s feeling bad. He doesn’t like crowds, Maru should know that damnit.
- Shibuyan, here’s yours!
Though his anger cannot last, not when his tall friend is smiling at him like that, the light breeze making his hair fly softly. He cannot hate him, or even be mad at him. Maru is too nice for that.
So Subaru smiles back and takes his sweet with a ‘thank you’, before eyeing what’s in the two other’s hands. Chocolate chip for the girl, lemon for the bassist. Suddenly, his strawberry ice-cream looks far less appetizing.
- Want to taste?
He frowns as the model hands a bit of chocolated cream to his best friend, who’s blushing madly himself. He knew it, it’s definitely a date. It’s even more obvious when Maru gives some of his own ice-cream to Kira. For some reason, Subaru feels jealous. Even more when his phone vibrates, and he reads the message coming from Kokubun-kun, asking him how the ‘lovers’ are doing. This is just infuriating.
- Shibuyan, wanna taste too?
He’s a bit surprised, but not so much in the same time. He and Maru have always been that way after all. So Subaru grins and opens his mouth like a baby would do, waiting as Ryuhei puts a bit of lemon ice-cream on his tongue with a giggle. Behind him, the girl looks at her cellphone and type something quickly.
- Ah, it’s good, the older man says when the strong acid taste makes his way to his brain. Here, have some of mine!
Maru bends and takes the strawberry iced treat with a little moan of appreciation. Subaru blushes slightly, but smiles anyway. His friend is just too cute.
- I should have taken strawberry finally…
- Here, have some more then.
- But what about you?
- It’s okay, eat!
The bassist giggles and takes Subaru’s hand, licking at the ice-cream happily. The main singer laughs and yells at the boy to stop eating everything, but Maru just keeps on doing what he’s doing.
- Say, umm, guys… Are you dating?
The two friends freeze and turn to the forgotten girl. She looks curious and a bit amazed, and Subaru thinks that he’s never been so close of having a heart-attack. Maru looks embarrassed, but not really annoyed.
- Us? Ah, no, not at all… It’s just…
He looks at his best friend, and sighs.
- It’s complicated.
Subaru knows he must be as red as his Eito Ranger outfit by now.
Of course it’s complicated, it’s always complicated when Maru or Yasu enter the equation, but he’s not ready for that, not ready for the whole world to realize that. Panic strikes him then, and he turns to leave.
- We have work, Maru-chan. Let’s go back.
Without a look or a word for the model, he flees, literally. That’s the only thing he can do. He’s barely aware of Ryuhei following him after mumbling apologies to the girl.
When he steps into the dressing room, his ice-cream is long melted and he ate it so fast that his brain hurts a bit. He breathes heavily, quite tired after that run behind Subaru, and looks around. The boys aren’t there, rehearsals must be about to start again. His best friend is nowhere to be seen.
On his cellphone, though, a message from Sakurai-kun.
“Dude, if you’re gay just get over yourself.”
Ryuhei curses. Kira must have twittered to the whole world that they shared ice-cream in a rather intimate way, or something. He actually called her on his way back, to apologize again, and promised a good explanation to her. Though it would be better if he understood things himself.
He’s pissed at Subaru for acting like that, but he’s also pissed at himself. He went along with the flow after all, he’s guilty too.
Another message makes him want to hang himself.
“You really are cowards; if you’re together you should tell her!”
“But we’re not together!” he texts back Mizushima, “She just imagined things!”
His old friend doesn't seem convinced though.
“Well too bad for you, now everybody knows you and Shibutani have something goin’on.”
Ryuhei closes his phone and sighs. The world is weird sometimes.
Rehearsals go on rather well after that. Nobody talks about the incident, though Shota looks clearly curious about why Subaru doesn’t talk and blushes when he faces Maru. Maru, on the other side, stays quiet and tries to ignore the amount of messages he gets all along the day. He’s confused as of why the whole world suddenly wants them to be together - even more when it's not the case - and he feels rather bad toward Kira. She must have wrong ideas about them by now, it’s embarrassing.
So he keeps on thinking and thinking during the whole afternoon, and once everybody’s gone after work, he decides to have a conversation with Subaru. Firstly because he wants him to apologize to the girl. Secondly, because he thinks it’s time to stop running. They have to face it, whatever that “it” might be.
- Hey, shower? Subaru asks with a perfect timing, and Ryuhei nods.
He undresses quickly and steps into the showers with a sigh, following his friend who’s already under the water, massaging his muscles. The taller one bits his lip - it's been a while actually since they last showered just the two of them - and thinks about what the others said earlier. So, apparently they act like they're dating? It's confusing.
- Shibuyan... Can we talk?
The older man looks at him, not even pretending to be surprised.
- Yeah, I think we really should do it, Subaru answers, wiping the water away from his face. Talk, I mean.
Maru nods.
- What do you think of all of this… I mean, they say we’re too close…
Subaru growls, grabs the shampoo bottle and squeezes a bit on his hand, thinking about what to say.
- They can’t understand what we are. They will never understand. For me, all of Eito is special, in a way those guys can’t get. But, you know, he adds with a blush, it’s true that you... You and Shota...
- Mmmh, I know, Maru replies, turning on the water and wincing a bit at the sudden warmth on his skin. It's... It's the same for me, I guess. Shota and you are very special. Though, mostly you those days. But Sho-chan... I grew up with him, literally, so...
Glancing at Subaru, Maru smiles.
- And I know what you mean for Kanjani. We've always been touchy-feely, all of us. But what I wanna say… Is that I really feel important only when I'm with you. The others...
He sighs, watching as drops of water run of his arms.
- The others see me as the young brother with half a brain missing.
Subaru massages his own head and hair softly. He looks at Maru's wet body and can't help but shivering a bit.
- You're not just a mindless younger brother, believe me, he says. When you're around, we feel your energy and it makes us happy. We all want you to be happy as well, Maru-chan. And as for Shota... Shota's so sweet! I mean, you two make me feel really relaxed and special. Sometimes I need to be careful not to abuse you two when you offer help. And...
Subaru sighs, closing his eyes and tucking his head under the shower, washing the shampoo off.
- And I don't really know if I'd be able to continue in this business if it weren't for you guys.
- Oh?
Maru can't help but being surprised. He didn't expect this kind of confession coming from Subaru.
- B-but... Now you make me feel bad, he whines. I don't want you to do something for someone else, let alone for me. I want you to do it for you. If you don't enjoy it, then it's useless.
Walking over to grab the shampoo, he adds with a smile:
- And anyway, Shibuyan's really important too. Without you, we wouldn't even be a band you know. They would have dispatched us all around... Kanjani was born thanks to you!
Subaru looks at Maru and smiles tenderly. The bassist is so innocent it’s almost amusing.
- Kanjani was born thanks to everyone. If there were any of us missing back then, then it wouldn't be Kanjani. We're all important somehow, I believe that.
- Yeah, Maru smiles, you're right.
Of course, and that's why they're this strong.
Subaru then turns around to grab the shampoo bottle and hand it to Maru, but when the taller man takes it, he stops, seeing the way Subaru's watching him, they way he froze. Because, even though he's had showers with Maru - and all the other members - thousand of times before, Subaru can't help but look deep into his eyes, which are now partially covered by his light brown hair, now a bit curly thanks to the water. He’s frozen on his spot, yes, and somehow he's starting to feel pretty warm inside, and he has the feeling that it's got nothing to do with the water temperature. Maru’s too close suddenly.
There's something, they both can feel it, and yet they can't name it.
Maru lets go of the shampoo, which falls on the floor - but none of them cares actually - and takes a step closer.
- See, he murmurs, that's what I wanted to talk about. What are we, really?
His hand reaches out to caress Subaru's hair absent-mindedly, and Ryuhei smiles softly.
- Things are so confusing to me. And yet I feel so perfect when you're around. What are we, Subaru? Do you know?
The older man doesn’t know what to reply. He feels Maru's hands caressing his hair, his fingers moving in such a soft and tender way, and closes his eyes, relaxing. The bassist always had the power to make him relax. The warm sensation inside of him gets stronger when he puts his right hand on Maru's, and he feels his face turning pink again, but he realizes he doesn't care.
- I'm not sure about it, he says, his voice a bit weak, but really, I don't get why my lips are not on yours yet.
Using his other hand, he grabs Maru's neck and pulls him down until their mouths are pressed together. Ryuhei lets out a little yelp, but soon enough he feels his eyes closing and his whole body shivering. He can feel his friend's lips under his own, soft and warm and calling to him, and his arm slides being Subaru, pulling him closer, against his own body. It feels perfect and natural and he licks shyly at Subaru's lower lip, drinking the drops of water on the skin. He pushes them both more under the shower, sighing in the kiss out of pure relaxation, and in his mind things click in the right places. The missing part of the puzzle. Of course they're not lovers. They're far more than that.
Subaru feels the water pouring down, his bandmate's arms around him, their chests pressed together, his tongue innocently teasing him - and opens his mouth, ready to receive whatever Maru was willing to offer. It had never felt so right, never felt so natural - being with someone like this. He wraps Ryuhei's body with his skinny arms, trying to show him how important he is, how much love he feels for him - love, yes. Maybe that's the right word. Not that those words are that important right now, not at all. So maybe actions will make more sense, he thinks. And as Subaru parts his lips for him, Maru is more than happy to deepen the kiss, trying to show him all the passion he has inside. He feels the way Subaru is holding to him, feels the way their bodies perfectly move one against the other, and he feels intoxicated, happy, confused and all-mighty in the same moment. His hand runs from Subaru's hair down to his neck and on his back, marveling at the soft skin, sliding on the water falling on the hot flesh. His breath gets harder to keep, and he breaks the kiss, lips still against the other man's own. When he opens his eyes, it's not a dream, nor an illusion.
- Tell me you're not going to run away. Tell me you're not going to freak out.
Because he knows the guy too well, he knows how Subaru gets easily embarrassed and shy. He knows how he could get scared. And it scares him. But when the main singer looks at his friend's face, which is now almost hidden behind a water wall, he’s not afraid. Maru, though, seems really concerned and appears not to be sure about what to do next. Subaru thinks about the day before, in which he slept in Maru's bed; he felt warm, he felt safe, he felt at home. He didn't feel anything was wrong, at all. Maru is surely one of the sweetest people on Earth; they understand each other, they’re buddies. He’s not going to ruin this moment. Why back off now if it's really happening? No fanservice, no pretending - just both of them, alone, in the shower room. Breathing hard, his fingers now caressing the back of Maru's head, he says “I won't”, and he bets he's never felt that certain before.
Maru smiles. His heart will explode, he's sure of it by now. It's like being in a movie, everything happening so perfectly. He moves a bit closer, pushing Subaru against the tiled wall, and leans in to kiss his nose, his forehead, his cheeks, his lips.
- What do you want, he asks.
He knows what he wants himself, but he needs to hear it from the other one. Because if Subaru talks and tells him, then he won't feel like he's abusing him. And he doesn't want to think, doesn't want to brainstorm over annoying and stressing thoughts, he wants things to be clear, so their road will be easier. Why take the easier way? Because Maru doesn't want Subaru to think. Because when he thinks, he can turn depressed. And Maru just wants Subaru to be happy.
Subaru feels the cold bathroom wall against his back, hot from the shower water, and shivers. Maru's touch, however, is warmer than anything. He feels his lips planting soft kisses all over his face, and realizes that his friend is more than hard by now. He couldn't ignore this - not now that he was getting there too.
- What do I want, Maru-chan, he whispers.
There was no need to talk out loud, they were way too close. A large grin comes across Subaru's face and he barely believes what he's about to say, but the idea has just crossed his mind and it seems so nice he doesn't want to give it up.
- Will you let me suck you?
Maru gulps, and bites back the moan that's threatening to come out. He feels the word running under his skin, into his veins, and he feels his hardness throb at what it implies. Mental images take over his brain, and all he can do is nod, his breath hitching. He bends and kisses Subaru so hard he thinks he might bruise his lips, so he licks hungrily at those, hands running all over the offered skin.
- Anything you want, he whispers, I'll do anything you want, Shibuyan~
His right hand caress Subaru's own aching member, and he shivers in pleasure of finally touching him.
- That's what a nice friend does, Subaru laughs, his hand now on Maru's.
He leads him to a long, slow stroke, and moans deeply.
- This feels so right, he says, doing his best to ignore what's happening below and looking directly to Maru's face, even though his lids are heavy by now. Why haven't I thought about it before?
Subaru then pushes Maru's hand away and gets to his knees, feeling the water hitting his back. He looks up and sees that Maru has managed to slow the pressure of the shower, so that the water is pouring more softly now. The bassist seems a bit hesitant, but he's smiling. Subaru's not sure of what to do - it's not like he'd ever imagined sucking one of his best friend's cock anyway - but he lets out a long sigh when he feels his friend's hands holding onto his shoulders, a bit unsure. He wants to please Maru, he wants to show him how much he's loved - so well, he'll definitely manage to work this out. He closes his eyes and slowly puts his mouth around Maru's head.
He sees Subaru's lips slowly coming on his shaft, and this time there's a low groan escaping his mouth. Of course it's not the perfect mind-blowing blowjob like those you can read about in stories, but Ryuehi knows that Subaru's putting all his heart in this, and so it feels even better. It feels awesome. He holds back the need to thrust forward, and lets the other man go at his own rhythm. He feels a lick, and closes his eyes. If he watches, he'll come right now and then - and now the thought of Subaru drinking him makes it even harder to hold back. He lets his fingers curl into the locks of black hair, feeling the wetness and sighing in pleasure. There are goosebumps on his skin, and he moans as Subaru gets bolder and tries a bit faster. His head falls back, and he smiles.
- Remind-me to reciprocate as soon as possible.
God bless humor to keep him from climaxing on the spot.
Subaru feels Maru's fingers tangled to his hair, his grip a bit harder now. Judging by the way he's moaning, he's probably doing it right. Either this, or Maru is really too kind and doesn't want him to feel bad about it. He feels Maru's cock - which is completely surrounded by his mouth now - throbbing some more, and then he swirls his tongue around it. Another moan. Subaru feels more and more like touching himself - but he holds back, he wants to save it for later. He holds onto Maru's hips, then his ass, sucks a bit more and then, when he starts to feel the precum drops coating his tongue, he draws back. He breathes, tries to look at least a bit sane, and looks up. Maru's face is flushed, his eyes languid.
- You can come, he says, the hint of a smile spreading across his face. I wanna know how it feels like.
Maru has actually to bit his lip hard to avoid coming on Subaru's face at that mere sentence.
- Gosh, you're so hot, he groans, and his fingers caress Subaru's face as he takes him back.
Maru moans as the climax is building faster and faster inside of him. His brain shut down a while ago, and his eyes are unfocused, trying to watch as Subaru's pleasuring him, but not managing to really look because his heart is about to explode from the vision. One day, he thinks, one day he'll manage to watch him without loosing his control. But for now even with his eyes closed it's too good, and he lets go of anything, gripping at Subaru's hair and panting heavily as everything seems to be more, more, even more-and he moans so loud he thinks the whole building can hear him, his seed flooding out of him with a strength he never experienced before, ripping his soul out of his body. When he's done, it takes all his strength not to collapse right here in the shower, and he reaches out for the wall to support him as he comes down from his orgasm.
It's the first time Subaru feels this way. Well, of course he has already heard other people's moans and all, but somehow pleasing Maru feels more special. Everything is new: the feeling of his cock inside his mouth, his calloused hands holding his head against him - so much larger than a girl's, but still delicate - and then his seed and the softening sensation after he spilled it. It was hot, it was a bit sticky, but it could do no harm, therefore he ends up on swallowing quite a bit, sucking more in the process. He feels Maru's knees getting weaker and stands up in no time, supporting him against the wall and preventing him from falling on the floor. He hugs him tightly, smiling sincerely, and kisses him deep and long while rubbing his still hard member against his body.
- Maru-chan, he breathes, between soft kisses, now I'd like you to turn around.
Maru kisses Subaru almost desperately when he hears that, because even though he came already and everything, he can't help but wanting this, wanting more. He expects that he'll never get enough of Subaru anyway. Never.
- Yes, yes, he whispers between liplocks, Shibuyan, I want you~
He kisses harder, and turns, facing the wall. There's a bit of apprehension - because it's his first time and he doesn't really know what to expect - but the need and want take over and he almost unconsciously reaches out for his ass, wondering if he should stretch him himself, and wondering how...
Oh, shampoo.
It's actually not really good maybe, but in the state of lust he's currently experiencing, anything is good. He bends down and gets the bottle, using some of the soapy liquid to rub in front of his entrance, but the angle is not good enough to do much.
- Shibuyan... Do it... Please...
Subaru looks at the bottle of shampoo that Maru has just handed him and can't help but grinning. Really, how come Maru thought about it? He coats his fingers with some of it and wonder what to do. He can see he's feeling urgent by the way he asks for it and by the way his legs are a bit spread - and goddamnit, of course he himself is more than urgent too. His cock is aching by now, and he feels like entering, thrusting hard and fast and hot and oh, just that way he knows they feel like they're being ripped apart. But Maru is a man, he's probably never done it before - it would be strange, he thinks, and maybe quite painful. He wraps Maru's waist with his left arm, kisses his shoulder.
- I want to make you feel good, Maru-chan, he says softly. If it hurts, tell me and I'll stop.
Then, he softly presses a finger inside of his friend. He hears Maru whimpering a bit, but keeps doing it, while kissing his shoulder, trying to make it as comfortable as possible. As soon as Maru seems relaxed, he manages to put the second finger in.
It hurts less than Maru though it would, but still it's uncomfortable and odd. But he reminds himself that it's Subaru's fingers inside of him, and soon enough it'll be Subaru's cock, and his limp penis twitches at the thought. He moans, feeling his inside loosen up bits by bits, and he forces himself to relax even more. When the third finger is added, though, Maru cringes; it's not quite hurting, but it's definitely not pleasant for a while, up until Subaru caress a spot and Maru shivers and moans, eyes closed tight at the unexpected surge of pleasure.
- Shibuyan... It's good, just-g-go, inside, now, p-please...
Subaru smiles against Maru's skin, twists his fingers a bit more inside.
- Is it here, he asks, stroking again that very spot that seems to make Maru squeal like a girl.
The taller man's hips trust backward to meet Subaru's hand as a reply.
- Please, now. I want you.
Subaru then removes his fingers and he just can't take it anymore - ready or not, there he goes. He goes all the way in, and feels suddenly surrounded by that awesome tightness. It feels so good he can barely hear Maru's loud scream - he can barely hear anything, actually, and he remains in that state for some seconds. It feels so amazing he can't even think clearly. When he returns to his self, after shaking his head a bit, he leans his face on Maru's back, mumbling something that the taller recognizes as "So good", and still wrapping him with his arms around the waist, he twirls his hips to stretch him more.
- So tight, he says, getting halfway out and thrusting back in again.
His eyes are half-shut now, his hands caress Maru's groin, and he doesn't think his friend is fat at all - he just thinks it's the most soft skin he's ever touched. He then murmurs, in Maru's ear, "What a nice way to reciprocate".
That's when Maru realizes he can't talk anymore. No, really. He's only able to moan and whine at the overwhelming feeling. It's nothing he could have imagined before. It's not a firework or anything like that, but it's quite incredible and it's good, so good, and if his brain wasn't turned off already, it would have turned to goo by now. His skin burns, and it's like Subaru's hands are all over him, on every patch of his skin, and the water still coming down on them can do nothing to cool their bodies down. He squeaks as he feels himself getting half-hard again, the sensation aching and awesome in the same time, while Subaru's making him his - and the thought lingers in his mind, the idea of being marked somehow, possessed, by this man - and Ryuhei cries out in pure need and pleasure. It's too much and not enough in the same time, and it's making him go crazy, but he doesn't want this to stop.
- More~ More~ Please~
Subaru increases the pace of his thrusts. He can't delay it, he can't make it softer - not when Maru is screaming and panting like he is, and not when he himself feels so damn hard and ready. Subaru thinks about the pleasure he's giving Maru; he must be feeling really good, for a man to be moaning like that. It feels warm and gratifying, knowing that Maru is feeling pleasure at the same time as he is. He feels somehow connected : they're sharing a moment that is only theirs, and no one else in this world knows, nor has anything to do with it. As he keeps on thrusting and rubbing that spot he already knows how to find, he lowers his hand and reaches for Maru's cock, which is now on its way to throb again. He strokes, smoothly and long, at the same time he thrusts inside. Maru cries out loud and Subaru moans with him - he can't help it, it's too much for him to handle. He wishes this could last longer, but as he thrusts and strokes again, he realizes his pace is almost turning erratic, and knows it probably won't be possible.
It's almost painful the way Subaru is thrusting inside of him, hard and long and sharp, but it's also terribly good, as he touches that spot which makes the world go white, and even more now that he's stroking him. Maru feels completely submerged on both ends, and it's really unexpected when he comes again, hot and strong on the tiled wall, while his insides clamp around Subaru's cock, making the taller one feel it even more, and it's like the orgasm will never stop, because every move coming from Subaru makes his over-sensitive flesh burn and ache for more, even though more would be hurting, or so he feels like it. The other man's pace is completely off-rhythm by now, and Maru tries to make it worth it by squeezing inside, hearing the gasps Subaru lets out each time he does that.
- Come on, he pants, come in me... I want to feel it...
Subaru growls. As if feeling him coming again in his fingers wasn't enough, Maru asks him to come inside. By the time he hears the other's voice, he's already letting himself go. It's so fast and hot and it feels like Maru is being filled completely with his seed. He sees nothing, he hears nothing, he only releases what he's been pilling up for the past minutes, and it feels so damn good. Satisfaction, that was the word. He pants hard, and moans together with his band mate, once again embracing him. Still inside, still feeling warm and surrounded and loved and all, he manages to pronounce Maru's first name almost normally.
- Ryu... hei...
The only sounds in the place are the water still coming down and raged breathing. Eyes closed and forehead against the cool tiled wall, Maru realizes that he has never been this relaxed. It's like his mind is floating somewhere in the clouds, while his body bathes in a flow of fluffy whatever. Awesome, really. Smiling for himself, he gently pushes Subaru and turns to face him, letting the wall support his weight while he himself holds Subaru in his arms.
- I... Mmm... Love you.
Subaru nestles against Maru's chest, hearing those fluffy words that are so 'Maru' - but at the same time, feel so correct right now. He knows they say that all the time, that Eito loves each other and all, but he knows that's got a whole special meaning now. He smiles, sighs and looks up deep into his eyes.
- Well yeah, I guess I love you too.
He feels his arms tighten around him, and also holds him close, feeling that they could stay like that for like, forever.
- Why the hell did we do it in here, he asks, a bit of laughter coming out. I wish I could lie in bed and forget about the world until the sun comes up.
- Hmmm, well let's take our clothes and go home. It's still early in the night, you know? You could come home and cuddle with me all night long~
And that's some great idea for Maru. He feels like sleeping, or even simply relaxing and enjoying a bit of calm, with Subaru in his arms.
- Actually, I'm not even hungry. How about you?
- I feel like sleeping, Subaru answers, trying to balance his body well enough so that he can go under the shower and clean himself properly. I didn't even think about food. Maybe next time.
He winks as he grabs the forgotten shampoo bottle that was thrown somewhere, and caps it.
- You know what, I'll never look at this the same way I did before.
Washing himself quickly, Maru grins.
- Well yeah. Also, I'll never be able to walk in this shower without having a hard-on.
Once he's done, he kisses Subaru on the forehead and walks out.
- Okay, let's leave now, I feel rather exhausted...
Subaru smiles again, wrinkles forming at the corner of his eyes. He can't recall of drying himself and dressing up again that fast in his whole life.
.OWARI.
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Wow, so long! XD
Pairing : Subaru/Maru.
Rating : NC-17. of course.
Genre : Romance / humor / smut.
Takes place : February 2010.
NB : Finally this is finished, omg, I thought I would never be done editing this one. Took me three months and a lot of rewriting to actually get something correct. Also, this was our first story! \o/ ...unbeta'ed because it's late and my eyes are going nuts.
Maru smiles as his cellphone rings discreetly. Flinging it open, he grins while reading the message.
“I’m bored, how about an ice-cream?”
Considering the offer for approximatively two seconds, the bassist can’t help but agree. A positive reply later, he’s hopping his way up to where his friends are, talking about random things.
It’s been a long day already, rehearsals and stuff tiring them all, but he feels very happy suddenly. He met this girl - Kira, a model - a week ago or so, and things are rather great between them. There’s always some obvious flirting going on, for sure, and the young woman seems more than ready to try the next step - dating, for those who don’t get it - but still, Ryuhei is not keen on going out with her. For which reason, he doesn’t know, so he lets it go. Just, he feels as if it would be a treason toward his bandmates. Toward some of his bandmates. Okay, toward Subaru and Shota. Subaru mostly.
Well, uh.
- Maru-chan, what’s with the stupid smile?
He grins as Subaru pushes him playfully and pushes him back.
- Say, I’m on my way to meet Kira, would you mind coming with me?
After all, he’s Maruyama Ryuhei, which means mister-I-am-shy-with-anybody-not-male. He would have loved to take Yoko instead, but the oldest is even more shy with girls than he is, and to take Ryo or Tadayoshi is stupid as they would totally ruin all his chances, if chances there are. And Subaru is his best friend anyway, so there.
- Oh really, the main singer sighs, blinking, I don’t know… I don’t want to ruin your date.
- It’s not a date, Maru pouts, it’s just… Ice-cream.
He knows perfectly that everybody’s going to make fun of him having a girlfriend, but somehow he doesn’t care. He just wants Subaru to come with him, as a backup of some sort.
- But-but…
- Okay, let’s go.
The older man opens his mouth, ready to tell him that ‘no fucking way’, but how can he say no to Maruyama? Well he can’t. So he follows grumpily.
As far as the red ranger is concerned, the only trouble with that Kira girl - apart from the fact that she’s always looking at Ryuhei with those annoying shiny puppy eyes - is that she’s always twittering about everything she does. And the worse is that she has well known friends. Who tend to do the same. So Subaru sighs when Aiba sends him a message asking if they’re taking vanilla or strawberry, and almost expects Oguri-kun to show up too.
Oblivious to all of this, Maru smiles nicely at the lady, and pays for all the ice-creams. Subaru wonders how much more awkward this can get. Even more because there’s quite a lot of people around, and he’s feeling bad. He doesn’t like crowds, Maru should know that damnit.
- Shibuyan, here’s yours!
Though his anger cannot last, not when his tall friend is smiling at him like that, the light breeze making his hair fly softly. He cannot hate him, or even be mad at him. Maru is too nice for that.
So Subaru smiles back and takes his sweet with a ‘thank you’, before eyeing what’s in the two other’s hands. Chocolate chip for the girl, lemon for the bassist. Suddenly, his strawberry ice-cream looks far less appetizing.
- Want to taste?
He frowns as the model hands a bit of chocolated cream to his best friend, who’s blushing madly himself. He knew it, it’s definitely a date. It’s even more obvious when Maru gives some of his own ice-cream to Kira. For some reason, Subaru feels jealous. Even more when his phone vibrates, and he reads the message coming from Kokubun-kun, asking him how the ‘lovers’ are doing. This is just infuriating.
- Shibuyan, wanna taste too?
He’s a bit surprised, but not so much in the same time. He and Maru have always been that way after all. So Subaru grins and opens his mouth like a baby would do, waiting as Ryuhei puts a bit of lemon ice-cream on his tongue with a giggle. Behind him, the girl looks at her cellphone and type something quickly.
- Ah, it’s good, the older man says when the strong acid taste makes his way to his brain. Here, have some of mine!
Maru bends and takes the strawberry iced treat with a little moan of appreciation. Subaru blushes slightly, but smiles anyway. His friend is just too cute.
- I should have taken strawberry finally…
- Here, have some more then.
- But what about you?
- It’s okay, eat!
The bassist giggles and takes Subaru’s hand, licking at the ice-cream happily. The main singer laughs and yells at the boy to stop eating everything, but Maru just keeps on doing what he’s doing.
- Say, umm, guys… Are you dating?
The two friends freeze and turn to the forgotten girl. She looks curious and a bit amazed, and Subaru thinks that he’s never been so close of having a heart-attack. Maru looks embarrassed, but not really annoyed.
- Us? Ah, no, not at all… It’s just…
He looks at his best friend, and sighs.
- It’s complicated.
Subaru knows he must be as red as his Eito Ranger outfit by now.
Of course it’s complicated, it’s always complicated when Maru or Yasu enter the equation, but he’s not ready for that, not ready for the whole world to realize that. Panic strikes him then, and he turns to leave.
- We have work, Maru-chan. Let’s go back.
Without a look or a word for the model, he flees, literally. That’s the only thing he can do. He’s barely aware of Ryuhei following him after mumbling apologies to the girl.
When he steps into the dressing room, his ice-cream is long melted and he ate it so fast that his brain hurts a bit. He breathes heavily, quite tired after that run behind Subaru, and looks around. The boys aren’t there, rehearsals must be about to start again. His best friend is nowhere to be seen.
On his cellphone, though, a message from Sakurai-kun.
“Dude, if you’re gay just get over yourself.”
Ryuhei curses. Kira must have twittered to the whole world that they shared ice-cream in a rather intimate way, or something. He actually called her on his way back, to apologize again, and promised a good explanation to her. Though it would be better if he understood things himself.
He’s pissed at Subaru for acting like that, but he’s also pissed at himself. He went along with the flow after all, he’s guilty too.
Another message makes him want to hang himself.
“You really are cowards; if you’re together you should tell her!”
“But we’re not together!” he texts back Mizushima, “She just imagined things!”
His old friend doesn't seem convinced though.
“Well too bad for you, now everybody knows you and Shibutani have something goin’on.”
Ryuhei closes his phone and sighs. The world is weird sometimes.
Rehearsals go on rather well after that. Nobody talks about the incident, though Shota looks clearly curious about why Subaru doesn’t talk and blushes when he faces Maru. Maru, on the other side, stays quiet and tries to ignore the amount of messages he gets all along the day. He’s confused as of why the whole world suddenly wants them to be together - even more when it's not the case - and he feels rather bad toward Kira. She must have wrong ideas about them by now, it’s embarrassing.
So he keeps on thinking and thinking during the whole afternoon, and once everybody’s gone after work, he decides to have a conversation with Subaru. Firstly because he wants him to apologize to the girl. Secondly, because he thinks it’s time to stop running. They have to face it, whatever that “it” might be.
- Hey, shower? Subaru asks with a perfect timing, and Ryuhei nods.
He undresses quickly and steps into the showers with a sigh, following his friend who’s already under the water, massaging his muscles. The taller one bits his lip - it's been a while actually since they last showered just the two of them - and thinks about what the others said earlier. So, apparently they act like they're dating? It's confusing.
- Shibuyan... Can we talk?
The older man looks at him, not even pretending to be surprised.
- Yeah, I think we really should do it, Subaru answers, wiping the water away from his face. Talk, I mean.
Maru nods.
- What do you think of all of this… I mean, they say we’re too close…
Subaru growls, grabs the shampoo bottle and squeezes a bit on his hand, thinking about what to say.
- They can’t understand what we are. They will never understand. For me, all of Eito is special, in a way those guys can’t get. But, you know, he adds with a blush, it’s true that you... You and Shota...
- Mmmh, I know, Maru replies, turning on the water and wincing a bit at the sudden warmth on his skin. It's... It's the same for me, I guess. Shota and you are very special. Though, mostly you those days. But Sho-chan... I grew up with him, literally, so...
Glancing at Subaru, Maru smiles.
- And I know what you mean for Kanjani. We've always been touchy-feely, all of us. But what I wanna say… Is that I really feel important only when I'm with you. The others...
He sighs, watching as drops of water run of his arms.
- The others see me as the young brother with half a brain missing.
Subaru massages his own head and hair softly. He looks at Maru's wet body and can't help but shivering a bit.
- You're not just a mindless younger brother, believe me, he says. When you're around, we feel your energy and it makes us happy. We all want you to be happy as well, Maru-chan. And as for Shota... Shota's so sweet! I mean, you two make me feel really relaxed and special. Sometimes I need to be careful not to abuse you two when you offer help. And...
Subaru sighs, closing his eyes and tucking his head under the shower, washing the shampoo off.
- And I don't really know if I'd be able to continue in this business if it weren't for you guys.
- Oh?
Maru can't help but being surprised. He didn't expect this kind of confession coming from Subaru.
- B-but... Now you make me feel bad, he whines. I don't want you to do something for someone else, let alone for me. I want you to do it for you. If you don't enjoy it, then it's useless.
Walking over to grab the shampoo, he adds with a smile:
- And anyway, Shibuyan's really important too. Without you, we wouldn't even be a band you know. They would have dispatched us all around... Kanjani was born thanks to you!
Subaru looks at Maru and smiles tenderly. The bassist is so innocent it’s almost amusing.
- Kanjani was born thanks to everyone. If there were any of us missing back then, then it wouldn't be Kanjani. We're all important somehow, I believe that.
- Yeah, Maru smiles, you're right.
Of course, and that's why they're this strong.
Subaru then turns around to grab the shampoo bottle and hand it to Maru, but when the taller man takes it, he stops, seeing the way Subaru's watching him, they way he froze. Because, even though he's had showers with Maru - and all the other members - thousand of times before, Subaru can't help but look deep into his eyes, which are now partially covered by his light brown hair, now a bit curly thanks to the water. He’s frozen on his spot, yes, and somehow he's starting to feel pretty warm inside, and he has the feeling that it's got nothing to do with the water temperature. Maru’s too close suddenly.
There's something, they both can feel it, and yet they can't name it.
Maru lets go of the shampoo, which falls on the floor - but none of them cares actually - and takes a step closer.
- See, he murmurs, that's what I wanted to talk about. What are we, really?
His hand reaches out to caress Subaru's hair absent-mindedly, and Ryuhei smiles softly.
- Things are so confusing to me. And yet I feel so perfect when you're around. What are we, Subaru? Do you know?
The older man doesn’t know what to reply. He feels Maru's hands caressing his hair, his fingers moving in such a soft and tender way, and closes his eyes, relaxing. The bassist always had the power to make him relax. The warm sensation inside of him gets stronger when he puts his right hand on Maru's, and he feels his face turning pink again, but he realizes he doesn't care.
- I'm not sure about it, he says, his voice a bit weak, but really, I don't get why my lips are not on yours yet.
Using his other hand, he grabs Maru's neck and pulls him down until their mouths are pressed together. Ryuhei lets out a little yelp, but soon enough he feels his eyes closing and his whole body shivering. He can feel his friend's lips under his own, soft and warm and calling to him, and his arm slides being Subaru, pulling him closer, against his own body. It feels perfect and natural and he licks shyly at Subaru's lower lip, drinking the drops of water on the skin. He pushes them both more under the shower, sighing in the kiss out of pure relaxation, and in his mind things click in the right places. The missing part of the puzzle. Of course they're not lovers. They're far more than that.
Subaru feels the water pouring down, his bandmate's arms around him, their chests pressed together, his tongue innocently teasing him - and opens his mouth, ready to receive whatever Maru was willing to offer. It had never felt so right, never felt so natural - being with someone like this. He wraps Ryuhei's body with his skinny arms, trying to show him how important he is, how much love he feels for him - love, yes. Maybe that's the right word. Not that those words are that important right now, not at all. So maybe actions will make more sense, he thinks. And as Subaru parts his lips for him, Maru is more than happy to deepen the kiss, trying to show him all the passion he has inside. He feels the way Subaru is holding to him, feels the way their bodies perfectly move one against the other, and he feels intoxicated, happy, confused and all-mighty in the same moment. His hand runs from Subaru's hair down to his neck and on his back, marveling at the soft skin, sliding on the water falling on the hot flesh. His breath gets harder to keep, and he breaks the kiss, lips still against the other man's own. When he opens his eyes, it's not a dream, nor an illusion.
- Tell me you're not going to run away. Tell me you're not going to freak out.
Because he knows the guy too well, he knows how Subaru gets easily embarrassed and shy. He knows how he could get scared. And it scares him. But when the main singer looks at his friend's face, which is now almost hidden behind a water wall, he’s not afraid. Maru, though, seems really concerned and appears not to be sure about what to do next. Subaru thinks about the day before, in which he slept in Maru's bed; he felt warm, he felt safe, he felt at home. He didn't feel anything was wrong, at all. Maru is surely one of the sweetest people on Earth; they understand each other, they’re buddies. He’s not going to ruin this moment. Why back off now if it's really happening? No fanservice, no pretending - just both of them, alone, in the shower room. Breathing hard, his fingers now caressing the back of Maru's head, he says “I won't”, and he bets he's never felt that certain before.
Maru smiles. His heart will explode, he's sure of it by now. It's like being in a movie, everything happening so perfectly. He moves a bit closer, pushing Subaru against the tiled wall, and leans in to kiss his nose, his forehead, his cheeks, his lips.
- What do you want, he asks.
He knows what he wants himself, but he needs to hear it from the other one. Because if Subaru talks and tells him, then he won't feel like he's abusing him. And he doesn't want to think, doesn't want to brainstorm over annoying and stressing thoughts, he wants things to be clear, so their road will be easier. Why take the easier way? Because Maru doesn't want Subaru to think. Because when he thinks, he can turn depressed. And Maru just wants Subaru to be happy.
Subaru feels the cold bathroom wall against his back, hot from the shower water, and shivers. Maru's touch, however, is warmer than anything. He feels his lips planting soft kisses all over his face, and realizes that his friend is more than hard by now. He couldn't ignore this - not now that he was getting there too.
- What do I want, Maru-chan, he whispers.
There was no need to talk out loud, they were way too close. A large grin comes across Subaru's face and he barely believes what he's about to say, but the idea has just crossed his mind and it seems so nice he doesn't want to give it up.
- Will you let me suck you?
Maru gulps, and bites back the moan that's threatening to come out. He feels the word running under his skin, into his veins, and he feels his hardness throb at what it implies. Mental images take over his brain, and all he can do is nod, his breath hitching. He bends and kisses Subaru so hard he thinks he might bruise his lips, so he licks hungrily at those, hands running all over the offered skin.
- Anything you want, he whispers, I'll do anything you want, Shibuyan~
His right hand caress Subaru's own aching member, and he shivers in pleasure of finally touching him.
- That's what a nice friend does, Subaru laughs, his hand now on Maru's.
He leads him to a long, slow stroke, and moans deeply.
- This feels so right, he says, doing his best to ignore what's happening below and looking directly to Maru's face, even though his lids are heavy by now. Why haven't I thought about it before?
Subaru then pushes Maru's hand away and gets to his knees, feeling the water hitting his back. He looks up and sees that Maru has managed to slow the pressure of the shower, so that the water is pouring more softly now. The bassist seems a bit hesitant, but he's smiling. Subaru's not sure of what to do - it's not like he'd ever imagined sucking one of his best friend's cock anyway - but he lets out a long sigh when he feels his friend's hands holding onto his shoulders, a bit unsure. He wants to please Maru, he wants to show him how much he's loved - so well, he'll definitely manage to work this out. He closes his eyes and slowly puts his mouth around Maru's head.
He sees Subaru's lips slowly coming on his shaft, and this time there's a low groan escaping his mouth. Of course it's not the perfect mind-blowing blowjob like those you can read about in stories, but Ryuehi knows that Subaru's putting all his heart in this, and so it feels even better. It feels awesome. He holds back the need to thrust forward, and lets the other man go at his own rhythm. He feels a lick, and closes his eyes. If he watches, he'll come right now and then - and now the thought of Subaru drinking him makes it even harder to hold back. He lets his fingers curl into the locks of black hair, feeling the wetness and sighing in pleasure. There are goosebumps on his skin, and he moans as Subaru gets bolder and tries a bit faster. His head falls back, and he smiles.
- Remind-me to reciprocate as soon as possible.
God bless humor to keep him from climaxing on the spot.
Subaru feels Maru's fingers tangled to his hair, his grip a bit harder now. Judging by the way he's moaning, he's probably doing it right. Either this, or Maru is really too kind and doesn't want him to feel bad about it. He feels Maru's cock - which is completely surrounded by his mouth now - throbbing some more, and then he swirls his tongue around it. Another moan. Subaru feels more and more like touching himself - but he holds back, he wants to save it for later. He holds onto Maru's hips, then his ass, sucks a bit more and then, when he starts to feel the precum drops coating his tongue, he draws back. He breathes, tries to look at least a bit sane, and looks up. Maru's face is flushed, his eyes languid.
- You can come, he says, the hint of a smile spreading across his face. I wanna know how it feels like.
Maru has actually to bit his lip hard to avoid coming on Subaru's face at that mere sentence.
- Gosh, you're so hot, he groans, and his fingers caress Subaru's face as he takes him back.
Maru moans as the climax is building faster and faster inside of him. His brain shut down a while ago, and his eyes are unfocused, trying to watch as Subaru's pleasuring him, but not managing to really look because his heart is about to explode from the vision. One day, he thinks, one day he'll manage to watch him without loosing his control. But for now even with his eyes closed it's too good, and he lets go of anything, gripping at Subaru's hair and panting heavily as everything seems to be more, more, even more-and he moans so loud he thinks the whole building can hear him, his seed flooding out of him with a strength he never experienced before, ripping his soul out of his body. When he's done, it takes all his strength not to collapse right here in the shower, and he reaches out for the wall to support him as he comes down from his orgasm.
It's the first time Subaru feels this way. Well, of course he has already heard other people's moans and all, but somehow pleasing Maru feels more special. Everything is new: the feeling of his cock inside his mouth, his calloused hands holding his head against him - so much larger than a girl's, but still delicate - and then his seed and the softening sensation after he spilled it. It was hot, it was a bit sticky, but it could do no harm, therefore he ends up on swallowing quite a bit, sucking more in the process. He feels Maru's knees getting weaker and stands up in no time, supporting him against the wall and preventing him from falling on the floor. He hugs him tightly, smiling sincerely, and kisses him deep and long while rubbing his still hard member against his body.
- Maru-chan, he breathes, between soft kisses, now I'd like you to turn around.
Maru kisses Subaru almost desperately when he hears that, because even though he came already and everything, he can't help but wanting this, wanting more. He expects that he'll never get enough of Subaru anyway. Never.
- Yes, yes, he whispers between liplocks, Shibuyan, I want you~
He kisses harder, and turns, facing the wall. There's a bit of apprehension - because it's his first time and he doesn't really know what to expect - but the need and want take over and he almost unconsciously reaches out for his ass, wondering if he should stretch him himself, and wondering how...
Oh, shampoo.
It's actually not really good maybe, but in the state of lust he's currently experiencing, anything is good. He bends down and gets the bottle, using some of the soapy liquid to rub in front of his entrance, but the angle is not good enough to do much.
- Shibuyan... Do it... Please...
Subaru looks at the bottle of shampoo that Maru has just handed him and can't help but grinning. Really, how come Maru thought about it? He coats his fingers with some of it and wonder what to do. He can see he's feeling urgent by the way he asks for it and by the way his legs are a bit spread - and goddamnit, of course he himself is more than urgent too. His cock is aching by now, and he feels like entering, thrusting hard and fast and hot and oh, just that way he knows they feel like they're being ripped apart. But Maru is a man, he's probably never done it before - it would be strange, he thinks, and maybe quite painful. He wraps Maru's waist with his left arm, kisses his shoulder.
- I want to make you feel good, Maru-chan, he says softly. If it hurts, tell me and I'll stop.
Then, he softly presses a finger inside of his friend. He hears Maru whimpering a bit, but keeps doing it, while kissing his shoulder, trying to make it as comfortable as possible. As soon as Maru seems relaxed, he manages to put the second finger in.
It hurts less than Maru though it would, but still it's uncomfortable and odd. But he reminds himself that it's Subaru's fingers inside of him, and soon enough it'll be Subaru's cock, and his limp penis twitches at the thought. He moans, feeling his inside loosen up bits by bits, and he forces himself to relax even more. When the third finger is added, though, Maru cringes; it's not quite hurting, but it's definitely not pleasant for a while, up until Subaru caress a spot and Maru shivers and moans, eyes closed tight at the unexpected surge of pleasure.
- Shibuyan... It's good, just-g-go, inside, now, p-please...
Subaru smiles against Maru's skin, twists his fingers a bit more inside.
- Is it here, he asks, stroking again that very spot that seems to make Maru squeal like a girl.
The taller man's hips trust backward to meet Subaru's hand as a reply.
- Please, now. I want you.
Subaru then removes his fingers and he just can't take it anymore - ready or not, there he goes. He goes all the way in, and feels suddenly surrounded by that awesome tightness. It feels so good he can barely hear Maru's loud scream - he can barely hear anything, actually, and he remains in that state for some seconds. It feels so amazing he can't even think clearly. When he returns to his self, after shaking his head a bit, he leans his face on Maru's back, mumbling something that the taller recognizes as "So good", and still wrapping him with his arms around the waist, he twirls his hips to stretch him more.
- So tight, he says, getting halfway out and thrusting back in again.
His eyes are half-shut now, his hands caress Maru's groin, and he doesn't think his friend is fat at all - he just thinks it's the most soft skin he's ever touched. He then murmurs, in Maru's ear, "What a nice way to reciprocate".
That's when Maru realizes he can't talk anymore. No, really. He's only able to moan and whine at the overwhelming feeling. It's nothing he could have imagined before. It's not a firework or anything like that, but it's quite incredible and it's good, so good, and if his brain wasn't turned off already, it would have turned to goo by now. His skin burns, and it's like Subaru's hands are all over him, on every patch of his skin, and the water still coming down on them can do nothing to cool their bodies down. He squeaks as he feels himself getting half-hard again, the sensation aching and awesome in the same time, while Subaru's making him his - and the thought lingers in his mind, the idea of being marked somehow, possessed, by this man - and Ryuhei cries out in pure need and pleasure. It's too much and not enough in the same time, and it's making him go crazy, but he doesn't want this to stop.
- More~ More~ Please~
Subaru increases the pace of his thrusts. He can't delay it, he can't make it softer - not when Maru is screaming and panting like he is, and not when he himself feels so damn hard and ready. Subaru thinks about the pleasure he's giving Maru; he must be feeling really good, for a man to be moaning like that. It feels warm and gratifying, knowing that Maru is feeling pleasure at the same time as he is. He feels somehow connected : they're sharing a moment that is only theirs, and no one else in this world knows, nor has anything to do with it. As he keeps on thrusting and rubbing that spot he already knows how to find, he lowers his hand and reaches for Maru's cock, which is now on its way to throb again. He strokes, smoothly and long, at the same time he thrusts inside. Maru cries out loud and Subaru moans with him - he can't help it, it's too much for him to handle. He wishes this could last longer, but as he thrusts and strokes again, he realizes his pace is almost turning erratic, and knows it probably won't be possible.
It's almost painful the way Subaru is thrusting inside of him, hard and long and sharp, but it's also terribly good, as he touches that spot which makes the world go white, and even more now that he's stroking him. Maru feels completely submerged on both ends, and it's really unexpected when he comes again, hot and strong on the tiled wall, while his insides clamp around Subaru's cock, making the taller one feel it even more, and it's like the orgasm will never stop, because every move coming from Subaru makes his over-sensitive flesh burn and ache for more, even though more would be hurting, or so he feels like it. The other man's pace is completely off-rhythm by now, and Maru tries to make it worth it by squeezing inside, hearing the gasps Subaru lets out each time he does that.
- Come on, he pants, come in me... I want to feel it...
Subaru growls. As if feeling him coming again in his fingers wasn't enough, Maru asks him to come inside. By the time he hears the other's voice, he's already letting himself go. It's so fast and hot and it feels like Maru is being filled completely with his seed. He sees nothing, he hears nothing, he only releases what he's been pilling up for the past minutes, and it feels so damn good. Satisfaction, that was the word. He pants hard, and moans together with his band mate, once again embracing him. Still inside, still feeling warm and surrounded and loved and all, he manages to pronounce Maru's first name almost normally.
- Ryu... hei...
The only sounds in the place are the water still coming down and raged breathing. Eyes closed and forehead against the cool tiled wall, Maru realizes that he has never been this relaxed. It's like his mind is floating somewhere in the clouds, while his body bathes in a flow of fluffy whatever. Awesome, really. Smiling for himself, he gently pushes Subaru and turns to face him, letting the wall support his weight while he himself holds Subaru in his arms.
- I... Mmm... Love you.
Subaru nestles against Maru's chest, hearing those fluffy words that are so 'Maru' - but at the same time, feel so correct right now. He knows they say that all the time, that Eito loves each other and all, but he knows that's got a whole special meaning now. He smiles, sighs and looks up deep into his eyes.
- Well yeah, I guess I love you too.
He feels his arms tighten around him, and also holds him close, feeling that they could stay like that for like, forever.
- Why the hell did we do it in here, he asks, a bit of laughter coming out. I wish I could lie in bed and forget about the world until the sun comes up.
- Hmmm, well let's take our clothes and go home. It's still early in the night, you know? You could come home and cuddle with me all night long~
And that's some great idea for Maru. He feels like sleeping, or even simply relaxing and enjoying a bit of calm, with Subaru in his arms.
- Actually, I'm not even hungry. How about you?
- I feel like sleeping, Subaru answers, trying to balance his body well enough so that he can go under the shower and clean himself properly. I didn't even think about food. Maybe next time.
He winks as he grabs the forgotten shampoo bottle that was thrown somewhere, and caps it.
- You know what, I'll never look at this the same way I did before.
Washing himself quickly, Maru grins.
- Well yeah. Also, I'll never be able to walk in this shower without having a hard-on.
Once he's done, he kisses Subaru on the forehead and walks out.
- Okay, let's leave now, I feel rather exhausted...
Subaru smiles again, wrinkles forming at the corner of his eyes. He can't recall of drying himself and dressing up again that fast in his whole life.
.OWARI.
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Wow, so long! XD