Ok today i went to 6 flags because barbie has been wanting to go. I wanted to make her happy so i made plans, problem is the plans fell through. 2 weeks ago i had 3 ppl coming with me and her, yesterday only one other and today none. I woke up at 5 in the morning ehhh after going to sleep at 3. The drive there was tiring and it didnt help that i ( Read more... )

Ok today was a decent day up til about 10 oclock when me and barbie got into a fight. It was all my fault even though i dont wanna admit it. The assholish thing i did was i had a gf named crystal i dont know the reason i was going out with her maybe cuz i was scred of commitment and crystal is not one that i cared about so i couldnt get huirt. The ( Read more... )

ok today was suppose to a court date for me according to the trooper that arrested me last week. It was a bullshit arrest who the fuck gets arrested for speeding. I am sorry my brother was sick so i was getting home and it didnt help that i got cought up into the song Anthem Of Our Dying Day by Story Of The Year i was not paying attention cuz its a ( Read more... )

ok yesterday was a really emo day now that i ve vented thank you tom you helped me a lot there, from the drive to just getting me to start this journel thing. But the biggest reason i am happy is because darrians message. i just thought i write.

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Just got home from my drive to no were with tom. Today has been one of the days were i finally have taken off the happy mask. I ve wore it so long that its wierd. Its been a while since i ve shown my true self and tom has known the whole time, he saw right threw me. Just waited and now thats its here he helped me just by listing, it was good to ( Read more... )

ok since everyone and there mother has one of theses i decided to make one dont know how long ill have it for but its worth a start. Today i worked, but i really didnt want too i was in an emo mood. I wantde to just listen to music and think about shit. I ve decide that there is something wrong with me. I ve been in a secret depression as of late. ( Read more... )