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[lost_for_words1]

so do you ever feel like sometimes you just sit back and evaluate urself? like how you might have acted towards ppl

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[scooby_doogotu]

stacy i love you.. lol you have gotten to be a really good friend to me. you and cara will become close friends again..and i doubt you ever bother anyone when you call.. i'm hear for you no matter what. and you know my number if you need me.. linds

[you_adore_me]

wow..this almost seemed random..i had no idea u felt that way. we are friends..and i know its not exactly how it used to be but thats my fault because ive sorta distanced myself from everyone alot lately...theres so much going on with me right now- and i dont know how to deal with things so much anymore and i honestly fear for myself. i just dont know who i can trust anymore and even when i do know...i dont know if i really wanna go and put myself out there like that..it seems like i'd just be waiting to get hurt. things have been really difficult for me lately- especially at home. its quite sad. and i kno i do retarded things but its like all i have now..it seems like thats the only thing that keeps me sane these days. i hope you dont think you have done anything to make me this way..cuz u havent at all. its more so my dad then anything. i rebel. its quite unhealthy but i obviously have a problem dealing with shit. but things can only get better i hope. and you'll be alright..and i'll try harder to be stronger and not so vulnerable

[you_adore_me]

well its nice to know that i just wrote like an emotional, sentimental story and i got no response what so ever..? hmm.

[lost_for_words1]

well just so you know i havent really been on here since then. i think you can tell. . . not only that but i read this at ur house so i didnt think i had to write anything back when i thought everything was ok after that. dont sound so pissed off next time. sorry i didnt write back.