To think that this one time i might have a fucking chance, and really have nothing but empty hopes.
I just fucking hate how I set myself up all the time.
Why wont someone take me seriously, before its too late.
I mean, how many times do I need to break down, before I lay down and never wake up? Fuck this shit.
I mean I wear my heart on my sleeve, ( Read more... )

I've finished the book. I'm glad I did and I officially love it a lot.

So I’ve been reading a book called The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky, and i have to say it’s a really good book. I especially like how my friend mark left his ipod at my house with bands that I think I really like. Not one of them are happy songs, well the ones that I’ve been listing to, but still. I think that he needs more hugs. ( Read more... )

Your aunt seems to think that everything isnt her fault. Well i burned that letter as soon i was done reading it in disgust. That fucking whore, to think that someone who tortured you thinks everything is okay, and that she didn't mean to. Yeah, i wish she was dead.. rather then you... Fuck this, im done.

i had to write about this. See I was having a good night lastnight at matts house chillin with all this cool nikkas, but when everyone left, including mark whos mom was put in the hospital that night after all this drama with lindsay and naish, we still kinda were hyper so we stayed up till like 4 am and shit. But then I hear Dash Board... I lost ( Read more... )

I have to get this off my chest,
Okay I really hate my life right now. I have no one to hold, at all. And I mean, I have someone in mind. But that person dosen't feel the same for me andi can understand why... but I mean wtf, im not THAT bad. I want to know whats going on in their head, what they think about me?. Why do I need to be accepeted by ( Read more... )

Just letting you know that i am alright, except the fact my moms dumb and my papa is MENTAL, but hey life if good? Not really, because i have to deal with my own shit plus my moms... and its taking its toll. I know i should be a good son and all, but its gone past the point where im have to put with it, to the point where im fed up and about to ( Read more... )

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Im planing a road trip with my very good, almost best friend Dannielle <3. Its [PROJECT roadtrip: To,Que,Mis,Fl,Veg&Min<3]and were going in the summer :). I can't wait its gonna be sooo much fuuun :D ahahah <3 to all.