say anything...

but say what you mean.

i will never let Cathie read my journal again!!!!

see "subject"

off to florida as of 10pm tonight, after another ground-breaking episode of The Bedroom! cant wait, cant wait!

i want this trip to be perfect. i want to perfect... for her.

and it just keeps coming...

can i say, just for the record -

i dont get sick.

there are times when i wish i could just cut my tongue out. i'd rather every single person hate me than have to piss of my friends.

i_fucking_hate people.

how did i ever become so weak.. and for once, it's not because of kelly.

funny, i never thought that anyone would be able to match her effect on my emotions. funny...

i suppose it IS simply human nature to desire the unattainable. maybe i'm more human than i'd like to admit; more human than most. and that sad truth absolutely fucking disgusts ( Read more... )

The Great LiveJournal
Outage of 2005

During the outage I wandered the city streets aimlessly pondering the meaning of life without LiveJournal.

What did you do?

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i'm exhausted. i havent slept since monday morning, and the amount of ephedra i've been taking is back where it was 2 months ago. i just cant seem to find any way to fulfill my responsibilities without taking the pills. my mom asked me to drop some classes today, because i look just as bad as i feel, but i cant. what am i supposed to do, start ( Read more... )