heal_my_heart               heres my hot new journal .. eff this one . haha

well, i decided that i had enough comments.and on a typical saturday id figured id update.and i wanted to write a new entry.. each day is getting harder and harder.. Rick left last night. i woke up and i felt empty .. its just bothering me . that hes not here ... god dammit .. last night i was glad i got to see him .. really .. it was perfect.. ( Read more... )

((alright me and brittney are in competition. but its gay because i have to get 200 !! 2 fucking hundred .. i`l settle for 150 .. hah .. well yea ..she only has to get 100 .. who ever makes it first wins ! and we shall begin ... leave commets or you will be sniped!))

matt said i look like a seal with down syndrome. so much for that . gay
*SLITS WRISTS*

well ... this weekend is going good .. ludy slept over thursday and friday night.. its been fun. she left today. He dad picked us up and then we went to teh chinese buffet. it really didnt matter to me . i was hungry and i had to get out the house. i kinda had a bible study. Her dad was telling me everything. it was cool ( Read more... )

genius.. today was raw as fuck .. although i thought it was gonna suck balls it didnt ( Read more... )

well its early morning .. woke up at 630 to bake fucking cookies .. not that i care i dont sleep anyways. the first batch came out ok .. second .. why didnt i come out earlier.. they are oily. ewww .. it doesnt matter though .. so i come online .. and i take this quiz.. i freaked out. i cried and got the chills.. god this is soo weird.. after i ( Read more... )

ahhh gey school .. as much as i say i hate it .. i really did have fun these 3 years .. that was the most fun i ever had .. really .. and im glad i became friends with everyone i did.. so much for that .. so classes were boring . everyone anticipating to get out.. you know .. same old . hah .. well joe picked me up on his golf cart .. everyone is ( Read more... )

( hottness of my new shoes :) )

heres to matt..