So it's been a strange day. I had a bunch of arrands to run and that was actualy kind of fun. I don't know. I feel stressed right now and I don't really know what to do. I just feel like everything is coming down around me and there's nothing I can do about it. I really need a new job. I have no money at all!I hate not having money and I know that ( Read more... )

Friday, I talked to Chris and was calling to apologize for cheating on him because I never really apologized just mainly tried to justify it because it was Mondo and I don't have any feeling for him. So, ya I really ruined my relationship with him and I called to apologize because, once again, I was having suicidal thoughts and was accually calling ( Read more... )

wow, I'm so drained. I think I just failed my anatomy test because I had to copy Megan M's test... like literally the whole thing. It was bad. Ya so anyway, I'm kinda pissed off right now because I was planning on spending the night with Richard tomorrow and I don't think that's going to happen. I'm sorry babey. So, ya I'm really mad about that. ( Read more... )

Stop trying to change me!! Leave me the hell alone!! You've made it clear I'll never amount up to what you want me to be so just give up

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so I'm at church in my youth pastor's office right now... *yawn* I was up so late last night an overslept and missed rehersal this morning. poopy... But I dyed my hair last night, it looks super awesome, i love it! My mom hates it and told me i look stupid but whutever... anywho. so ya i have to go to church now and worship God. Oh ya, I got War ( Read more... )

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He's So Cute!!

Here are some pictures from Oahu when chris and I went snorkeling... that is the fish that bit my toe!!


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