havent been able to get this outta my head in days... so now i'll torment you with it ( Read more... )

crying on the inside
-god your so depressing
but you never saw this coming
-YOU KNEW IT ALL ALONG!
so i'll give you my blessings
-you still believe in all that shit?
and we'll go our separate ways
-THANK GOD, CAN YOU SHUT UP NOW?

hey. so this might be my last post in a while, im not sure when i can go back online. im not entirely happy about that, but seriously i woke up in such a writers block today... i can only write poetry. that's it. and it's not even good poetry. lovely, eh ( Read more... )

i've got one day of class left. anyone who knows me knows that im emotionally dyin and being born all at once. im mentally preparing myself, trying to delete my best friends from my classes, trying to delete the base of concert choir from what we have now...and it cant be done. i still think that we're almost nothing without the seniors...they made ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in a while. i dont know why, i just didnt. i think it's because i just used my myspace- blog.myspace.com/littleorangeballs ( Read more... )

okay, now that i've gotten the whole thing of that-dude-who-chased-the-snakes-out-and-people-celebrate-him-by-drinking out of the way, let me say this ( Read more... )

im cold. and i have no idea what is going to happen in the next two hours. i can either be yelled at, or kicked out of my choir. i really dont know anymore. i dont think i care though. i have had enough of this bullshit, being pulled in so many different directions, and wanting to do so much and actually being able to do so little. i mean, the ( Read more... )

imbored out of my mind. and stuck in a rut. a dead end. whatever you want to call it. but i have no way besides nagging my mom for a loan inorder to go to florida. i can only make half the total by april 8th.

god im bored again. i just got yelled at for dozing...I WAS NOT DOZING!! I WAS PUTTING MY HEAD DOWN FOR A MOMENT WITH MY EYES CLOSED!! by my math teacher. who should know that my life is hectic right now, he's doing almost the same thing i am. ragtime. he's in charge of crew. im a million and one people in one act. im running myself ragged and i ( Read more... )