So due to the 'person' (I don't know who)... who has read my journal and completely misinterpretating the whole thing and then relayed the wrong information to a certain someone... I am now making my journal friends only... and most of you who read it are already my friends but apparently there's someone else too! Sorry guys... just be sure to log ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about me and Kyle lately... and I've been wondering if he's really the one I want to spend forever with, and I kept saying yes, but I couldn't figure out how I'd know for sure... well the other day I had a bad dream, and I woke up... and as soon as I woke up I heard footsteps outside my door and I thought 'if this is a burglar, ( Read more... )

So I wanted to go the the Wilson school play "when in rome" and I was all excited cuz I was gonna go with Allison and Robin williams was supposed to be there... and my little sister decides that she's gonna be mad at me because it's 'her event to go to'... so in an act of generosity towards my sister, I have decided not to go to the play. Why does ( Read more... )

Hey guys! what's up? so yea... prom was fun! I'm getting rid of AOL to comcast... so my new sn is... nerdestnerd ... aight? but I am still gonna be doing all my livejournal stuff with the same sn... that's just my IM stuff... and I think my e-mail is Nerdestnerd@comcast.net... I think idk though...well I don't really have a lot to talk about. I ( Read more... )

PROM WAS A BLAST! I have pictures but I'm still unskilled with computer stuff so I don't know how to put them on here! I love showing off my "mad dance moves" to other people to make Kyle look better (only to certain people who need to be notified that they're not better than my boyfriend!, or perhaps, ex-boyfriends? hmm) hahahaha I love it! it's ( Read more... )

So, I'm sick of it. I'm sick of how people dare to even say one thing to my face and then either contradict themselves in the same conversation or say the opposite behind my back. I just need at least one friend who won't judge me and think that their judgement is who I am. SO many people don't know me, nor takes the time to get to know me. and it' ( Read more... )

Who thought shopping could be so depressing?... I know everyone is just gonna say "oh, chantal, you're not fat"... but I don't want to hear that because I know I'm not "Fat" but I know I'm not "toned" or "skinny" either... and that's what I want to be! So many clothes I tried on today were so "revealing", and not because they're skimpy or really ( Read more... )

Two pieces of paper... empty ( Read more... )

Finally for once... I don't have much on my mind. It's relaxing... I can just breath and not stress out! Prom is in a week and one day, Kyle wants to rent a town car with a driver and everything, I think it's sweet! But he hasn't "officially" asked me to go yet, but he will ( Read more... )

So... when we had that "double suicide" at school, it was really hard for me to deal with and still kinda is... Jake was in my class and I never talked to him, not even once... so I didn't know him as well as everyone else did so I refused to let people know I was upset about it. I would have breakdowns of crying and not wanting anything to touch ( Read more... )