Graduation weekend has been A HELL AND A HALF. My parents were being pissants throughout Jordan's graduation ceremony. They kept making me choose between them and Jordan's parents. Then, they said that they did not want to share and ditched us all for dinner ( Read more... )

feeling a little lonely thankful that its over waiting for what's next scared of the future trying to forgive the past struggling to forgive myself

Had a bit of a hangover from last night's dinner party. It was fun, but I had more wine last night than in my whole life total. So... aye ( Read more... )

Okay, directing a musical scene is officially the hardest thing ever. I have such talanted people in my scene, yet I cannot help them with anything. I don't know chords or harmony or melody. They're asking questions that I cannot answer. And I know they are getting frustrated with the music... because I asked some musical theatre majors if the ( Read more... )

Ever wanna scream out, "Someone call me, damnit! I'm bored and would like some company ( Read more... )

Rehearsal for my MUCH ADO scene went well today. Made many, many new discoveries within the scene. What he brought to the scene really changed the dimensions for what I thought about it initially. His energy/timing/everything was just right on. It's nice to finally work with someone who puts in so much... and reacts according to whatever I throw at ( Read more... )

Hmm... reason number 101 why I could never be a professional actor: my brain gets lost somewhere between reality and the words on the paper ( Read more... )

I might directing something from the musical OLIVER! Thus far, I'm looking at either:
"I Shall Scream!"
or
"That's Your Funeral"
Or something from THE THING ABOUT MEN.

Any other suggestions?

Gotta admit, I'm a little scared. Of graduating. Of trying to deal in "the real world." Whatever that is. Sometimes it all feels like too damn much. Like too many people expect too much of me. And what if I can't deliver? What happens when the world comes crashing down and I can't cope and I fall apart? What will that do to the people around me. I' ( Read more... )

The library is sucking me dry. Well, kinda. I sent in a renewal form with the call numbers typed in instead of the ISBN numbers, so the never sent me an email saying, "No or anything." Well, I go to recheck them today, and... a $35 fine for books I have yet to read. Ah! That sucks so bad.