okay so my room is somewhat clean and im bored and i love shelby and i never want to fight with her ever again. I'm giving up something that i USE to do alot for her. and shes really worth it and im going to be strong 8-) Oh and i havent talked to ryan and im cranky because of that. i miss him more then anything. Schools going to suck because i'm never going to be able to focus. i know this for a fact. Long distance relationships truly do suck. Oh well <3333