It's funny when you instant message someone and you then endure a long confused wait as you see their screen name flickering and going out on the little bar underneath the message board. You wonder if they have forgotten how to instant message. You wonder if they're talking to a million people. Then you receive a short, diplomatic message saying, " ( Read more... )

I am looking at the sun barely filtering in through my blinds. It's rather serene. I'm still pretty tired, but I'm gaining strength back. I've been like the Energizer bunny for the past couple of days. I need to start living for real, with energy. These make-shift hours are strung together too hastily ( Read more... )

It's definitely 3 in the morning.
I have school tomorrow + 2 tests

I am awake but I don't know why. I didn't sleep at all today. I don't know what's wrong with me, exactly.

Madeleine is over and she is sleeping.
But I am not.

I feel very tense.
I want to exercise right now.
RIGHT NOW.

I'm such a mess...
I've got to get some rest.

I'm feeling rather spaced out. Just went to the ER and they told me that I do have a minor concussion but that I should just watch it and it will get better in the next week or so. No heavy workouts. Guhh. But it's fine and under control ( Read more... )

Streetlights are not bright enough to decapsulate frozen memories in the night. I have my own to build, now. And more and more. Let me know if I can help. S.O.S. It's sometimes a reality. Is it possible to be more aware? Can I let go and be unafraid ( Read more... )

I can't believe Motts apple sauce has high fructose corn syrup in it. I was eating it today and thought I would look at the label to rightfully prove it had a lot of Vitamin C in it, but to my surprise, my eyes suddenly focused in on the dreaded ingredient in small print. How completely obnoxious. It is like finding out Santa Claus is really some ( Read more... )

I absolutely hate competition.

People who waste their lives competing with other people all the time will never amount to anything. It's just so useless. Wouldn't people rather do something they like to do? Why can't people just create that and be happy with it?

Sweetness. That has been the weekend. It was amazing to see Tony again, ofcourse. We become part of such a different world when we are together. It's like nothing else ( Read more... )

It is the lovely night ( Read more... )

SO...all you lovely little people out there in livejournal land ( Read more... )