Happy New Year. I'm so happy that 2004 is over, it was a really interesting and life changing year. I had my family break up, my bad habits slowly died but then came back to haunt me, and I fell in love. Yes, me the girl that seems could never fall in love did. I'm still in love and I know I'll love him forever even if I might never ( Read more... )

            Funny how people will tell you words can never hurt you but in reality it's all a lie. Words leave burns on your heart which are replayed over and over until they've gone stale. As years pass small events trigger the glow and the words burn again. Sometimes they even leave visible marks and how they got there no one will say. The mind ( Read more... )

This was the first year since I was a freshmen that I've gone to UTEP football games and well people change or maybe I have. All I could do was look at all my fellow classmates with a deep deep annoyance. I guess I'm just tired of the same ol' thing. Ah well I'm just going to get out there and make some new friends.

things to do:

-apps

-get ( Read more... )

Alright, so the week was slow and boring except for the bomb threat and the fire drill and then the fire alarm going off today. This morning we're in class and then the fire alarm went off. Sr. Buffy came on the intercom and said "Sorry girls, I burnt the popcorn", at 8:30 in the morning she was fixing popcorn? Ah hah oh well. Then the fire trucks ( Read more... )

So it's halloween and I've been waiting all month but come a day before and I totally forget. AYE! Well, life is still a bit stressful but winding down towards college thoughts. At least family life isn't as bad as before. I completely forgot what I wanted to say tonight but it's okay because I'm praying I get to go to STMU and Pammie knows all ( Read more... )

So I've neglected my livejournal and I that's because I've been too busy and stressed out. He left for Austin and I had to force myself to be supportive and not selfish because a true friend isn't selfish and allows their friends to live out their destiny...right? It makes me feel like my limbs have been cut off and i'm just a bean sitting here all ( Read more... )

HELLO PEOPLE!

since this is an update I'll tell you what's been going on. Yesterday was my birthday, I turned 17 FINALLY. It was also Field Day, my last one for the rest of my life in high school *tear*. The GOP was so awesome, we are the coolest group....and so is L-11 but we are cooler. I had the best day ever and tonight is the homecoming game ( Read more... )

Cross country meet in the morning. Yeah, I'm still in shock that i'm in it too.

Guy from Coronado that I might have a future with but still a bit attached to someone else.

Sexy Senior. I want to go to homecoming but the guy that asked me I turned down and the other guy hasn't said anything for sure and that other guy I have no clue he existed ( Read more... )

Well internet I am a senior now and pretty damn good one at that. The freshmen are alright, they respect us except a few but like I always say "cut the ones that bring ya down". So my friend can't drive well and teachers are evil. Homecoming is on the way and I could care less but wouldn't mind going...does that make sense? Oh well ....

Music ( Read more... )

I'm so happy to be home and yet I miss my new family. They're from all over....oh yeah I was at camp RYLA all week long. I explained everything on xanga and I'm too lazy to do it again here. Anyhoooooooo all is well and I'm tanned, a bit more muscular, all I need is a few highlights and my make over will be done just like I wanted. I love everyone ( Read more... )