She made everything so easy for me, I felt so good around her, she meant everything to me... Im so weak without her, I want to be a stronger person, but she was what made me strong, she was what made me feel happy.
I've been thru a similar thing recently. I spent a long time crying and crying over losing someone and I thought I'd never ever get over them and even begin to feel normal / happy again... but it's a stupid shitty cliche that time can be a good healer. I'm still healing, but time has been kind.
Had to go to his flat today in fact, and pick up the last of my belongings, which was one of the hardest and most painful things I've ever done in my entire life... He wants to stay friends but it feels so hard.
yea im ok thankyou! things have improved with us since this post, we are getting on with being friends at the moments, its the hardest thing i have ever had to do but i want it so much. as much as i know we are probably never going to get back together again, and she will find somone new at uni when she goes in september, and just thinking about having to live with her being with someone else hurts, i know she will always be there for me, and i will just have to make space for the new guy :( but i told her i would wait for her, and i think i will for a couple of years or so, becouse i really want to me with her, and i think maybe if she is with a few other people she will realise that she wants to be bakc with me we will be together again at last. so im just living in hope. I hope you and your ex stay friends, when it gets a little easier to be around him without wanting to ripp if is clothes it becomes easier to be friends. thankyou for the post :)
Glad to hear that things have improved between you. Hope things turn out ok for you. Hmm, I wanted to rip off his clothes in anger more than anything! But, yeah, I think we can be friends again - we've been thru too much to just turn our backs on it all...
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I've been thru a similar thing recently. I spent a long time crying and crying over losing someone and I thought I'd never ever get over them and even begin to feel normal / happy again... but it's a stupid shitty cliche that time can be a good healer. I'm still healing, but time has been kind.
Had to go to his flat today in fact, and pick up the last of my belongings, which was one of the hardest and most painful things I've ever done in my entire life... He wants to stay friends but it feels so hard.
I hope you are okay.
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but i told her i would wait for her, and i think i will for a couple of years or so, becouse i really want to me with her, and i think maybe if she is with a few other people she will realise that she wants to be bakc with me we will be together again at last.
so im just living in hope.
I hope you and your ex stay friends, when it gets a little easier to be around him without wanting to ripp if is clothes it becomes easier to be friends.
thankyou for the post :)
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