Yeah im ill again, had a horrible coughing fit in the middle of a phone call with a custmer, VERY embarassing. Im feeling abit down despite having it good, I really do need to focus more on what I think of my self then others, I end up finding my self wearysom and pathetic, never good. Wrote some totaly random stuff, blah and stuff, yeah.
It is in are very nature to pity
others, our selves and the world around us
Teen age angst wasted in our heads
Drink, slash , wish your dead
wasted, wasting away life
Mistakes have piled up aplenty
surrounded me til my lungs were full
But never have I wished to give up this gift
to wake up and breath
to fall asleep and dream
all the bliss all the pain
I wouldn't trade
not for nirvana or eternal rest
not for hell and all her vicious vices
you cant temp the temptress
for shes a master of her sins
introverted poetry again?
How drab and ordinary
Again and again I hit the key
each stroke such monotone familiarity
Forgive me of all the mistakes I have made
and will repeat
Only a fool is perfect
for he is foolish to believe he is so