So I wandered to the gas station with a friend like I have most nights for the last couple weeks to get an 85 cent fountain drink which is 32 ounces of what they have which is fine because they have what I like and its cheaper then going to get a 20 ounce bottle from the pop machine half a block from my house. I bring this up because this trip was ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure about my mood right now ( Read more... )

So I've realized something lately. I've had an complete and total lack of real emotions lately. I know why also, and I will get to that later. I noticed this lack because I was thinking of a couple of friends of mine, both female, and I felt absolutely nothing. This is generally strange because I've had a feeling that they might like me and ( Read more... )

Well I am pretty much done with titles for these so everyone knows. Just thought I would put that out there to begin with ( Read more... )

I really do not know. I've been sitting around doing nothing lately. The past week or so I've not even talked to Megan. She is either not at her computer or sleeping or just not talking to me. Saturday She wondered off because a friend showed up at her house and I didn't know. I made comments about how she had wandered off then said "Its ( Read more... )

You know I am always told I am a sweet guy. Really nice and caring and a friend. I really wish more people in my real life knew this though. All they ever see is a distant person who spends their time along. Always alone. If I do anything its usually just me. I will walk a lone. Now with my ipod I can at least drown out the silence that is ( Read more... )

Seems I am keeping steady with at least one update a week which is better then when I only updated once every couple months or so ( Read more... )

So lately I've not even been able to get online at the library because their wifi has been off. I've been sitting around bored out of my mind because there really is nothing else for me to do. Yes I know I should get out of my house and experience the real world but frankly I am generally bored with the real world. Even more so the real world ( Read more... )

So since Monday I've had a temp job which has me getting up at 6 so I can get ready to go and since I am walking it means I am leaving pretty much at 6:15 most of the time so I can get there before 7:00. Well I didn't go today for a couple reasons. One(the main reason) is I felt like shit this morning. I woke up at 6 thanks to my alarm and laid ( Read more... )

Well the 19 birthday was a dud. Thats essentially 4 in a row. It was a lame day of sitting around watching anime and not even being the one to decide on anything. They picked out my cake, the ice cream and even dinner which is one of those things she lets us decide on. Its like it wasn't even my birthday. Just a day to have random cake and ice ( Read more... )