hey all its been a while since my last entry. well im working at hot dog heaven. woo im a cook. o well its an easy as hell job. any way im lookin for a gf. there are a couple girls i got in mind but theres too many damn girls in my life...sorry if i offend anyone. i need shit to do this week. i think im busy thursday and im going downtown with tim ( Read more... )

god i love music. it always puts me in a such a good mood. especially if its metal. o god i love it.

man only like 3 people in this world want to hang out with me. i dont know maybe im just paranoid or not or w/e. gahh ive got an interview at the market in the square in like 45 minutes. im really being paranoid and shit right now. i dont even wanna write about my feelings things are just really messed up. i wish i had someone to talk to.

man i dont know what to do with myself. even when i get my job which should start sometime around next week i still wont know what to do when im not working. everybodys in school it fucking sucks. the bright side i guess is that im gonna make sure im open friday evenings and on the weekends to hang out on those days. i wish i could find someplace ( Read more... )

i want to fucking die. some one please kill me now.

woo tomarrows the square..yay i get to see someone..i dont want to mention any names but jessica knows who. anyway almost done with summer school only 2 more days yay!

woo

would it ever be normal to just sit and think about death? it seems to be somthing ive been doing recently....i have no clue.

woo today i get to spend alot of time downtown. its been a while since ive been down there. cant wait to get to the square. i dont really know why im just oddly excited. ahah i need to figure out my plans for the weekend. i dont know whether i should do somthing with alissa on friday or saturday. i like her...but shes 13. why are all of the best ( Read more... )

so its wesday. i have a thing for thinking that its thursday instead of wensday. wtf and i cant seem to type today. not really anything important with this entry. just bored, thats about all, i havent really done anything worthwhile the last few days. no one seems to want to do anything with me either. i cant wait till tomarrow me and tim are goin ( Read more... )

i realized last night how much i really love fire...