Once again... in self defense i wont sleep a wink to prevent dreaming of u....

[lost_starlite]

Sot odays the kinda day that makes u want to up date. what should i be doing? going to the y. ill be there in 30 minutes tho.. b/.c maybe it would help ey head as well. Because riht now my head is swirling around with a million thoughts.. and I cant grab on to jsut one and think it through thoroughly

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[buttrflykissez]

destiny. thats how all this works. we dont like it because yea in most cases we fall head over heals for that guy and they could care less. but its that one in a million chance that that guy you fall for will fall right back at you and the world will just make sense, even for a moment. Love is about taking risks to find that ONE chance and with everything thats not that one.. it makes the next risk that much harder, but its so true that if you never take it youll never know. so yea who likes being vulnerable and letting any guy in? but who likes to go through life without letting that one guy in you should have. bethany babe i love you and i would hate in ten years from to see you and have you tell me you wish you could of done something.. or what if i did this. Spontaniestity (sp.?) is somehting not all of us can claim because most of us are scared. But that makes you, you. I mean think with out that how many of the awesome things would you of not done. or people you might not of meant. liek washington. that was spontaneous. but also

[shanalahaha]

so so SO true... couldn't have said it any better myself. good job : )

[jlynn22]

yeah sometimes you wish u had a choice-but Maybe u wouldnt always take the easy way out...I kno that if i had a choice about Some things id still choose to go thru some pain bc...it makes me stronger in the end. and Knowing how to deal with seemingly-impossible stuff now will only help us wit the big stuff later. And even if it doesnt...at least we'll know more of who we are by that point. Just remember that right now is a time to figure out who u are..ur still discovering urself and that sounds really cliche but its true-and i have very good references of that. so dont feel like u need al the answers--I kno i do and all it does is cause u more stress than u need. We'll never have all the answers and honestly, what fun would that be if we did?

Well i kno i jus went in a million diff. directions-but i hope u kno what im tryin to say..U kno im always here for those talks-Lata.