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Jun 16, 2004 07:58

So much has made me think in th past 24 hours. i was always the girl that would sit after every complication and remind herself that everything happesn for a reason.. that fate has ulterior motive i dont know about yet, but someday I'll jsut understand why smething happened. Well the only thing that i can think of that possibly good for me is maybe ( Read more... )

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_lost_at_sea June 16 2004, 07:37:33 UTC
Girl, you deserve to be paid off for all your hard work and you know it so stop acting like you arent good at cheerleading, cause you are. One thing you taught me in the year that i've really gotten to know is: dont give up. Don't give up on something you know damn well you should have and have worked so hard to get it. Don't let one ignorant coach let yourself believe that you arent "worthy" of being where you should be. And by the way, you'll soar reguardless if you let everyone go, or if you keep everyone close, that's just the kind of person you are. Keep your head up, i told you last night, i wont let this go.

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shanalahaha June 16 2004, 08:27:32 UTC
bethany murphy... do NOT give up. we are ALL going to fight this. we're going to make her give us tryouts again. we're going to try out again. i don't give a shit if people don't want to try out again. you were on varsity for two years and there's no way in hell you " don't deserve it" again. you can not have your letter taken away and this is utter bullshit. we're going to call either mr albright or coach foster and demand re-tryouts. i love you b and we're gonna make this happen.

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kc33 June 16 2004, 08:47:45 UTC
obviously bethany murphy, you have made varsity cheerleading squad last year...and you're not the girl to let some bullshit coach get into your head like this, you take peoples criticism too seriously. not even criticism, other people make you question yourself...you have no self confidence...and that's somethign that can pull you off a team... in lacrosse season, i had no self confidence when i was on the field with older girls because i didnt want to let them down, but when i play with girls my age, i think yeah watch this b/c i KNOW then im good.. i know that i can do awesome things and im confident. you need to walk into that tryout with ur head filled with statements like "im sure as hell going to make this V squad if i can do a back tuck and i cheered last yr, like watch this ms bitch and see what i can do" instead of worrying about messing up or not making it, go in there and prove yourself to her, life is all about PROVING yourself to people. if you believe, that's all that matters<3

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xo_mandee_xo June 16 2004, 09:09:28 UTC
Bethany.. do not give up on ur dreams. I know how much you love to cheer and it shows! I have given up on that dream to and i totaly regret it and when you look back on it and remember you miss it like crazy and then at that point you can not do anything about it because its too late. No matter what you do tho you will be supported by everyone because everyone cares and loves you girl. Just smile and dont loose your dreams because thats what will always make you happy. I love you. Keep that smile on your face beautiful : )

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air637 June 16 2004, 18:14:19 UTC
hmmm... well miss Bethany Murphy ---> that entry came across so clearly to me. And I actually felt like I could understand your motives for doing what you're doing, although I could not express them in words. It's cool because it seems like whatever you're feeling right now, at this very second, at this very crucial moment in your life, you're acting based on that, without looking back and second guessing yourself and driving yourself nuts, looking forward only and moving on with your life. And if more people took risks and did what they felt was right at the moment, going with their gut feelings and heart-based instincts and learn to not regret choices that aren't harmful to them or anyone else, they might be a little happier. You never know. I guess what I'm saying is... let's make this all metaphorical and shit.... but I'm glad to see someone discover a fork in their straight journey through life and start running down the road they've never looked at before. Good job babe, Erka applauds you, for all thats worth, if anything hahaha ( ... )

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