let's pretend this isn't real
Have you ever:
Had an alter ego: I might have as a child. But today I didn’t feel like having one.
If so, what was his/her name: probably something like twiggy or something
Fainted: is passing out being counted?
Had a crush on a teacher: yes. I think my ex-heroin addict of an art teacher is rather….nice.
Had surgery: yes. For everything that has to do with your ears
Been close to death: fucking airplanes. yes
Been in a car accident: in my own driveway
Hallucinated: with the amount of meds they have me on, I’m probably doing it right now.
Said I love you and not meant it: yes.
Taught a little kid a cuss word: yep. And Korean kids that don’t speak English. Hardcore.
Let go of someone and wished you hadn’t: how bout being happy that you did?
Liked someone way older than you:yes.
Liked someone way younger than you: ok. The guy from lemony snicket is like 5 months younger. Does that count?
Talked to yourself:of course
Talked to a stuffed animal: no..no..i don’t think I;ve gone that far.
Danced in public: a day ago I was dancing like an idiot in full east german dress.
Fallen for your best friend: yes. And don’t do it kids.
Flashed someone: uh…no.
Cried because you missed someone: yes.
Watched nick at night: yes. Then they put crap like the facts of life on it. And no.
Done the chicken dance: maybe
Given a lap dance: no.
Fell off a chair: yes. All the time
Written on a mirror: yes.
Felt like spontaniously kissing someone: I do it.
Pretended not to care about someone when you really do: oh god. And it is hard.
Broken down in front of someone: yes.
Had a food fight: yes
Had one of those romantic moments like you see in movies: and once again yes
Hated yourself: i guess.
Last:
Song that was stuck in your head: girls-dirty vegas
Person you were thinking of: aaron. I was trying to remember his face.
Time you cried: october
Person you hugged: elise
Person you kissed: aaron
Person you rode in a car with: mum
Person who told you they loved you: ….mum.i live such a enthralling life
Time you laughed: today ..20 minutes ago.
Jumped on a bed: years and years ago.
Time you where burned: yesterday. Don’t play with fire.
Time you bled: yesterday. Don’t play with scissors either.
Person you dated: that fucking asshole who shall remain nameless
Movie you watched: lemony snicket. Hot damn.
Do you
Think about suicide: I have.
Believe in online dating: its kinda creeeepy.
like cleaning: dear god no.
like roller coasters: of course.
Believe in forgiveness: yes
Believe in love: yes. It is quite overrated though
Believe in karma: yes
Have any bad habits: biting my nails. Dying my hair. Avoiding people.
Believe in ghosts: no. but Hitler lives in my closet.
Believe in fate:things happen for a reason..
Have any birthmarks: yes
Always want what you can’t have: but sometimes I get them
Have any allergies: yes.
Type really fast: yes
Think miss cleo is full of shit: goddamnit. She is.
Prefer short talk or deep conversation: short talk is boring and irriating
Daydream: yes
Own a piece of clothing that is pleather: nooooo. Suede and leather all the way.
Use big words to sound smart: no.
See dead people: god….
Have a magic 8 ball no.
Sing in the shower: .maybe
Like your life: yes
Get hurt easily: not really. I kind of block things out
Do you think you could share your heart with someone completely: probably not
Number of:
Scars on your body: yes. millions
Things in the past you regret: yes.
Drugs taken illegally: um…yes…
Close friends: 3
Hearts you’ve broken: one
Times you’ve had your heart broken: once
Boys you’ve kissed: three
Girls you’ve kissed: …none
Who/what
Was the happiest time of your life: the night I left for school.and the day before Christmas break
Person you wish you could see right now: aaron, Jacob, celby, molly, anna…everyone.
Your worst enemy: …what?
What done with your body when you die: I do not want my body rotting in dirt. I want it in fire.
What is your first unhappy memory: getting six shots in one day.
Is the first thing you wash in the shower: face
Your biggest turn on: music
Biggest turn off: jocks. God..ew.
What is your weakness: dreaming
What do you think about before you fall asleep: my day
Annoys you more than anything: idiots.
What is the highest thing you’ve ever jumped off and not hurt yourself: six foot wall
What is the saddest moment of your life: the mental hospital
What confuses you most about life: life.
What is one thing you regret: thousands of thing
What is the best coffee you’ve ever had and where can I get it: I hate coffee.
What song brings back the most memories: the best thing-ivy
What’s the worst feeling in the world: being tired when you cant sleep
What’s the best scam you’ve ever pulled and gotten away with: oh god. Lots of them.
What movie do you watch over and over: lost in translation
What is your favorite smell: old churches in wax and incense
What are you wearing: black dress. Black tights.
What’s your favorite obsessions: minds. Art. Music.
What are you bad at: french
What emotion do you hide the most: being truly happy
Who runs circles around your mind: friends. Art. The future and the past
What is the most beautiful thing in the world:driving into the city at night
Who would you die for: no one. Probably a few of my friends.
What is your ideal girlfriend/boyfriend: someone i can love and hate at the same time.
What is your ideal job: artist. Cinematographer. Director. Being in a band
What is your dream home: a flat in Glasgow
What’s the craziest dream you’ve ever had that you’ve never shared with anyone: there are too many
What do you think your theme song is: here we go-jon brion
What is one way you want to die (if you had a choice): anything but in a airplane.
What was the most romantic thing ever done for you: dance under the lights with me.
What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood you are in: you and me.