11S078-1 -- feel like i'm losin' control of myself [voice]

[lost_undercover]

Back in Boston, we always hated tourist season. It wasn't as bad in Southie, but downtown was a fuckin' nightmare. There weah all these people around who had no idea what the fuck they were or weah they were goin'. These optimistic assholes who think the North Church was made just for them to come visit years later, who walk over the site of the

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Private

[lost_undercover]

Same here. Well, I have another option now, but I met them heah. I'm sick of this optimistic bullshit. I've been here too long.

Private

[lost_undercover]

Tell my warden that.

[lost_undercover]

Tell the wahdens that.

Private-

[lost_undercover]

That's an interesting point you make. I don't know, though, guy. Some of the people here have been through hell and they still manage to think it will all end up as sunshine and rainbows.

Private

[paradoxlol]

[Goddamn it, Arthur's sick of questions about dreamsharing. It might show in his voice a little.]

You'll have to be more specific.

Private

[lost_undercover]

[Costigan flipped on the video, then reached into his pocket and pulled out the metal ring puzzle that Mal had used as her totem, holding it up only for a second -- enough for recognition, but not enough to study the item.]

This mean anything to you?

Private - I dont't thiiink Arthur ever saw it before

[paradoxlol]

No, I can't say that I have.

Private- Damn. I'd hoped he had. :C

[lost_undercover]

[Costigan looks confused and a little disappointed as he flips the video back off.]

Never mind then. Thanks for your time.

[naughtbutlife]

Boston! You are from Boston, sir?

May I ask how long have you been aboard?

[lost_undercover]

Yeah, I am. You know it?

[Private]
About twenty months. Why?

[naughtbutlife]

I know of it. There was a man I was briefly acquainted with who had family in the New World.

[Private]

All this talk of futures and people coming and going. It sounded as though you had been here for a long while.

[lost_undercover]

It's a good place. I'm sure it's not the same in my time as yours, but theah's a lot of history theah.

[Private]

Long enough. Most of the friends I'd made are gone now. I feel like I haven't changed that much, but everyone's come and gone.

[dovehearted]

[She doesn't know you, Costigan, and is a little shy of talking back first you sound just like the guy who killed her except with more "fucks", but someone who gets that even if you can go back and do things different your life can still be hell?

Your ideas are intriguing and she would like to subscribe to your newsletter.]

Sounds like your life's supposed to be the same when you leave. You're just the one who's different.

private-

[lost_undercover]

I don't expect it to be the same, but it's not like I have much shit to go back to either. I wish the wahdens would stop pretending like everything will be better when we graduate.

permasecurity

[dovehearted]

Might think it's the only thing that works.

permasecurity

[lost_undercover]

That's why I'm trying to tell them it's not.