things are not great, not really good either, but not bad ( Read more... )

am i a bad person? am i mean, do i give off this persona of fuck off, i hate you? i hate when i second geuss my self, i ahte thinking i made the wrong choices for the right reason, i hate making the wrong choices for any reasons, i hate that i think like this some times i hate when i have nothing else to do but write about it in a fucking online ( Read more... )

so even though in my eyes i think things that happened over thanksgiving break seemed pretty crazy bad i geuss really the one thing i think that mattered most turned out okay cause im really really happy right now ( Read more... )

oh my god wow that was pretty dam crazy tonight but definately definately a very good kinda of crazy
(edit) yea very very veyr good kinda of crazy all i can is im happy

(edited 1/2/06:shit was actaully a terribly terrible thing)

everything all of it out in the open, and you know the come wasn't bad. and now i must get back to cleaning it up. so i know whats gonna happen next.

do you ever just feel completely used in some way or another ( Read more... )

everybody always say we should hangout more i've about 6 people say that to me since friday but you know its like hey you wanna chill with me then you call me but no ever calls clayton so whatever doesnt matter i dont understand things i decided to get drums instaed of stripes for my car and i think its for the best im angry confused and tired ( Read more... )

haha harry potter tonight ahha and then walk the line tomarrow after school and break and wow its gonna be fun

hehe can my new back ground get more emo its funny cause i didn't even know what emo ment till last year after some one called me it and i was like wtf is emo

by for good i mean i quit smoking for good. and by smoking i mean cigarettes and yes marijuanna. no sorry i can't give up everything and be a supper good kid i still drink.

and also by for good i mean  why the fuck does everybody always say i look cute i mean for goodness sake evryday i hear it atleast 2 times and im nice about i say thanks you and ( Read more... )