its been a while since things have been like this.
on all accounts.

im really tired.
but im excited for this weekend!

i like having to wait. its kinda driving me crazy.

im the lawnmower of love.

i think i may be getting out of my rut.

hahahaha. spontaneity fucking rocks.

i feel broken ( Read more... )

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his words are the same, always trying to talk himself up to me, but his actions are lacking. even the passionate kisses seem empty and desperate. I cant be mad that hes clinging to whatever it is we have left, ive told him to.  I've let myself fall all over him in no time, and now thats all he knows. and possibly wants ( Read more... )

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happy new year everyone!

hopefully this year will be at least 5% better than last year. That would be a huge improvement.

Now all i gotta do is figure out how im going to make that happen...

off to a good start?

( pictures from the last couple..uh..however long... )

ps i decided that i should post more here/ make it more interesting with pics. so be ready to lurched into an all new  updated world'o'jess.