depressing thought

[lostbeauty784]

 this makes me so sad.
tonight i woke up from a nap like 8ish..
and then had nothing to do, at all. 
i used to be loved.
i used to be in love.
i always had plans.
i was either going to lana's or matt's.
my life was so much more fulfilling then, even if it was falling down the toilet.

i had a brief conversation with him. it consisted of 2 texts.
i texted him

Comments

[stella_x3x3]

I am still here for you baby. You can always text me!

[kristinwithni]

he's not worth it...i understand it hurts. you are a strong girl, i know you can and will hold on =)