and so they asked me what i really wanted

[lostcherrypit]

This Christmas I want to simpley find life in the simple things that I once knew.

I'm not ashamed to say that I'm not at church with my parents. And I'm not ashamed to say that I'm not happy with myself. But I'm ashamed to say that...

So this year all I want for Christmad is clarity in my life. I want the sparkle back. I want to be able to go out

Comments

[imperfectwonder]

I hope you get your Christmas wish Nickie. It's a wonderful thing for us all to strive for. This year especially it seems. <3 Jenny

[phil_12]

I dont think I got any of my mental presents this christmas, at least I dont feel different whatsoever. But i have decided (though this is more new years than christmas) to stop being so negative and just look at things better. If you find clarity, tell me your secret! hope your christmas was great =D!

[ewaikikichic6]

Happy Christmas sis. I'm proud that I can be their when you need me- and vice versa. Can't wait for the day out.

[breathe_in_luck]

And the mindless comfort grows,
when I'm alone with my great plans.
And this is what she says gets her through it:
"If I don't let myself be happy now then when?"
If not now when?

:P sounds like the best christmas present ever.