Comments | lostchild: really though, it might help you understand....

lostchild

really though, it might help you understand....

Feb 07, 2003 15:09

Only a week until Valentine's Day. And then two days after that it's our 5 month anniversary.

and if your breath to you is worth saving, you better start swimming or you'll sink like a stone, oh the times they are a-changin...Anyway, the recent spur of shared memories has left me feeling a bit of bitter sweet melancholy and I can't help ( Read more... )

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hyperdepression February 7 2003, 12:25:19 UTC

that is absolutely beautiful

Re: lostchild February 7 2003, 16:24:31 UTC

Ah, thank you. It's just life. :)

chickymadoodle February 8 2003, 09:09:45 UTC

you are so lucky to have a life that simple.

Re: lostchild February 8 2003, 15:37:06 UTC

I know. I know I'm lucky. I know I don't deserve it.

sugarkitty February 8 2003, 09:31:07 UTC

That really is wonderful =)

Re: lostchild February 8 2003, 15:38:03 UTC

It makes me happy. :)

well lets see... double_dee February 8 2003, 10:29:41 UTC

i should tell you how i am happy for you like everyone else but i am not like most other people so i am gonna tell you how i am jealous of you. seven months ago i would have had the biggest laugh out of your entry for the soul purpose of you saying you loved someone in high school. i use to think...how in the world can a high schooler even think about loving someone..well its now seven months later and i feel as if i should cry becuase of how jealous i am that you have this and i on the other hand only have half of it.. i wish i had a boy like yours, however mine is an emotional brick wall who i dont think he even knows how to say the word love..well he does but he has attendency to "take it back" people really dont know what they have until it is gone and i have experienced 3 HORRIBLE weeks of being lonely and feeling so far away from the person i loved...i am an emotional train wreck, all my emotions are spilled out EVERYWHERE and its so hard to sit back and allow someone you love and that you know they love you be so scared.... ( ... )

Re: well lets see... lostchild February 8 2003, 15:34:27 UTC

7 monthes ago, I might have laughed at me too, honestly. But it hits you like a train so no wonder you feel like such a wreck.
I know I'm lucky and I don't deserve this at all. I wish I could help you in some way though because, yes, you deserve it too. Hopefully things will get better for you and your "honeybear" because I really think you guys are good together.
I don't know all the conditions of it, but I hope it gets better for you soon.

Re: well lets see... double_dee February 8 2003, 18:16:35 UTC

yes you do deserve it everyone deserves to be happy i guess you just have to "bite your tongue and move on" if its not your time but thanks
deidra

krazyk February 8 2003, 20:59:07 UTC

Marie, I'm so happy for you. That might be the best LJ post I have ever read. You said everything just right, and I felt all your feelings as you felt them. I'm so happy you have Keaton. I remember him from the Talent Show my senior year. He was so funny. I had no idea you were "tiny" now. I can't wait to see you again, wait, yes I did. I saw your picture in the Powell Valley when you were in Homecoming, and I thought, "Wow, look at Marie Porterfield. She's beautiful."
I'm so happy that you are so happy.

Re: lostchild February 9 2003, 06:18:10 UTC

Aw. Thank you Kristi.

I don't know, it's strange how things change. I always thought life was about as good as it would ever get, but somehow it got better. I really am happy though.
And I hope you're happy too. :)