strange, just how a stranger you've never met before, or even think about, living in a different part of the world, can describe things so perfectly, in a way no one else would understand. Is this what we do, do we really leave these notes behind, just hoping someone would pick up on them, but at same time, truly honestly enjoy the more private it ( Read more... )

Goodness, i see at least my modesty has returned to me. it was lacking for awhile lol. New job soon, will work back up to where i can be.

Still getting those strange dreams with that girl, though it feels so distant. Just so you know when you read this in the future, you are freaking awesome all around lol. Who knew, all this time so shy for nothing, no more acting! huzzah!!! Now, only wished i'd have more time with her, but she's soo busy, too busy to txt or call? i think not, maybe ( Read more... )

Blue eyes come to mind. Jerry...

Rawr!

been awhile since i put anything here. maybe ill put wats on my mind sometime soon. maybe the feeling of satisfaction isn't as stagnant as i once thought :)

im still having dreams of this girl i used to be very closely connected too. or at least, i felt connected to her. maybe i was just comfortablely close to her. she was to me as well. this last one had a lot of, time travel? different points in a story, a fantasy one. but in a realistic world, no weird stuff outside of demons/angels. there was a ( Read more... )

i saw him, directly in front of him, but he didnt seem to notice me. not sure if he was just ignoring me, or just was busy and didnt realize it was me. its ok, ill think its the latter. no internet, long time

A huge amusement park, but, themed as a school, as well as some type of museum, i went through different rooms....again lol. going to the president's room, till a room where all the people left were. I kept close contact with heather. she wanted to see me, we met up, but we had to separate quickly. i tried to catch up to her when outside wat ( Read more... )

Long sequence in an apartment, come to baseball field. in the distance i saw an old friend sitting on a picnic table, with a heartshaped box of chocolates. i see someone she's working things out with far from her. she puts on a black windbreaker, or jacket of some sort with a smile and she runs out alone past the fence into the woods. somehow, i ( Read more... )