thoughts

[lostdreamer02]

i hate the way i cant let things go
i hate the way i look
i hate the way i feel most of the time
i hate the way people think of me
i hate the way people judge me
i hate the way people think they know me

i'm afraid of spiders
i'm afraid of judgement
i'm afraid of letting go
i'm afraid to move on

i love getting flowers
i love being hugged
i love having someone

Comments

[_fatal_love_]

Honestly Natalie, it takes a while to find that one person who will sit there and listen to everything you have to say, that won't judge you and that won't decide how you are just from knowing a few things about you. I know we don't always get along, but I'm not here to judge you. I'm sorry if it seems like I do at times, but I don't meant to. I will keep all your secrets and I will give you the best advice to the best of my ability. I know that you need someone other than a family member to do that for you... and I just found that... so it takes time. Just hold on until you find it. You will find it, because I know you deserve it.

-Nicole