i cut my hair. again. go to fletchers to see caught falling tomorrow. go, damnit. im am drinking tonight. one of my best friends has lyme disease and meningitis. i want to do it. i just drank a strawberry milkshake, and thsts it. life isnt so bad right now.

im a little dissapointed right now. and i know i said id stop complaining, but that might be harder than i thought. so anyway, i think my favorite thing ever is to drive at night, while listening to music, and smoking. its phenomenal. tomorrow's friday. rock on. go to fletchers on saturday to see battle of the bands to see Caught Falling and on ( Read more... )

i think its going to rain. hopefully itll pour, and maybe ill get to sleep in for awhile and not have to go to work. im going to make it a effort to try not to complain. i think that if i started thinking positively i might be happier. but its hard to be happy whenever youre here. and by here i mean carroll county. i want to know whats going to ( Read more... )

Today was a hot motherfucker. All we did at camp was swim, so it was particularly bad. I learned how to play poker today and even won a couple hands so I was pretty proud of myself. Im pretty bored right now, but whats new. I miss Timmy alot. I wish he would come home, and Im fighting the urge to call him right now, but I wont. Despite the fact ( Read more... )

I have a really bad headache. I want to watch a really funny movie but im having a hard time thinking of one. i kind of cant wait to get out of here, and start doing something. This summer has proved to be nothing but a waste of time.I just listened to this old voicemail from some one that I really liked alot, or really like alot. But that was back ( Read more... )

Today was especially fun. I got to hang out with Rachel and Emily for the first time together in forever. We hung out by the pool and talked about horror movies, bugs, beauty pageants, being fat or not, music and Sea World. Then we went to the store, Emily got to be in the cart, and we stewed up a good dinner. In the check-out line Emily insisted ( Read more... )

why does everyone else have all this important stuff going on in their lives. what the fuck am i doing wrong.
i am completely crazy.

i am so sick of pretending that i care. i do go to parties and such and hang out with people. but all of these people im comfortable around and have known for a good while. but when you throw in different scenery and people that i dont really like so much, or care about, i get freaked out. its wierd, either im extremly outgoing and confident or im ( Read more... )

I am drunk and i am alone here typing this. most likely none of you will read this, im just lonely and pathetic. so pathetic, i am watching the O.C by myself. My buddy isnt here with me, he is outside with Mikey, Chas, Robby, Jake and Marty at the boys sleepover for camp, and he is mad because i didnt take him to get his paycheck cashed because i ( Read more... )

Hi guys. Im back. Lets see, I guess I can tell you some of the things that have happened to me within the last 2 weeks that are some what exciting ( Read more... )