Wow i have sso much shit to talk right now and im gonna have to watch my mouth but whatever. Yeah so ur so fake. I fucking hate ur guts. We were best friends for how long... And u havent spoke a word to me now that ur with her. I know all of your secrets and i am not the person to black mail anyone i am more mature then that but u have prolly ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to work after school. Spent some quality time with the coolest girl ever (EMMA)... Ummmm then Mike came to pick me up with Tito and his girlfriend lisa. Then we picked up my love or sam. We went to the city and on the way there i had to pee sooo bad its not even funny. Mike wouldnt stop for me because hes mean like that so I almost ( Read more... )

Yeah, so i havnt wrote in this thing for like ever. Probably because i have no friends on this thing. It just one of those nights where i feel like staying p late and writing about my amazing week. Well it wasnt all that amazing but it was pretty good. I realized a lot of things in a short amount of time. For one i know i can get along just fine ( Read more... )

I wrote you letter today that you will never receive. Its locked in my heart with every word i have never told you. This nausea seems as if it might never go away. The thought of you turns my stomach. I remember all the times we sat in your car and you did the silliest things. I will never forget those memories. I wish i could let go of you but its ( Read more... )

Im not sure where to turn to... Every direction seems to point to a dead end. I am nothing without you. I need you to stare me in the eyes and tell me everything is going to be okay. I gave up about everything i had for you and you gave me nothing but hell in return. Yet I yearn for you. Yet you yearn for her its a huge cycle all over again. And i ( Read more... )

Sometimes i forget where the heart is. MY heart might be hollowed out from your subtle ways. Yet i feel i have done everything i can to make this work. I gave it my all and u gave it nothing. This should have been over a long time ago but i guess i believed in you. It has rained here for a few days now. But i know i will see the sun somehow. I am ( Read more... )

I just want everything to work. If u leave i will miss you to much. But if u stay I might tear my hair out. we both are dazed on what is going on. It seems we dont know anything about eachother when we know all their is to know. I know i need you here with me. But im not sure if i need this misery. Sometimes i wish things would have stayed the same ( Read more... )

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