Oh my gosh.....I can't really believe it's been so long since I've written much....especially with all the bullshit drama in my life.

Holy shit....no one would believe me if I told them half this crap.....but whatever I move on....I can't really complain about much of this shit......it's not good!

You guys wouldn't even believe what I've actually ( Read more... )

So yeah Dennis...............SHITTIEST HURRICANE I HAVE EVER FUCKING BEEN IN. Granted I do think I've sweated off a few pounds from the dear god LACKING in air conditioning. That and the emense amount of disappointment my father has had in me. I think it's finally coem down to this and he actually is truly disapproves of me. I think he really is ( Read more... )

February 14th, 2004......first time I ever heard that song. It was sung to me by my boyfriend at the time and I found it not to long ago.....and now I'm crying, what are the odds? I would for some strange reason give anything to see him again. I just really want to hear his voice, see his eyes, smell his cologne, and taste his lips. I don't think ( Read more... )

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So I've got this friend, Jessy, and she's having some problems with her little sister. See, her little sister is getting into some more trouble then she really needs. From what Jessy told me her little sister, Becca, is taking advantage of Jessy and her hospitality. Like Jessy will be cool about Becca invitin guys over and not tellin' their parents ( Read more... )

"Friends" who make snide comments before knowing the entire story need to learn to be more careful with the comments they choose to make.However, some choose to make comment on these ongoings, and their only accomplishment with these comments is to remove all doubt as to their foolishness. These are the same people that cannot except responsibility ( Read more... )

As if anyone really cares......I've started cutting again...and not little ones or anything like that....I'm talking I'm carving that bloodied things into me! But I don't expect any tears or anything...just want to go ahead and tell everyone so that I don't have to later on ( Read more... )

There is really no particular order....well not TOTALLY true...it's basically in the order of the firsts to pop in my head!

Tony - Thank you for always being there...you are one of the very few guys who has never made me cry..atleast not intentionally. You are one of my dearest and sweetest friends. You helped me discover things about who I am, ( Read more... )