I think that live journal is a good thing. The program kinda sucks and someimes people get mad at it but over i is a good thing ( Read more... )

Open up your box of sunshine ( Read more... )

In open fields of wild flowers ( Read more... )

Tomorrow morning if you wake up ( Read more... )

Why is it that everytime i try to make something special or try to do something special, it either becomes no big deal or something screws it up, or the way i thought it out was juss too good to be true and i let myself down. Sometimes i feel like i try too hard others i feel like i dont try enough. and another thing, yes im loved, yes im liked... ( Read more... )

I have been really sick for five days, and its finally getting better!! I got to miss 3 days of school and a parade!! Bad news was i had to miss church on sunday been bored out of my mind, and the worst...I didn't get to see my Bella!! Its been like a week man!! Its not fair to be sick!! I hate being sick, it is no fun...and i get all emo and junk ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a long time! Well alot has happened and u can juss skip that cuz its good, but not a big deal! Life is good! God is good! Last night i was at peace, im starting to get over my fears of not being wanted! It is rough but im working hard at it! School tomorrow...ugh....skip that! Well today i had a parade til 4 then i went out to ( Read more... )

Ok im fine but ive had a rough week so far!! Im stressed and am really not really in the best of moods, im not bad but im alittle frustrated! And on top of everything my Bella is gone and i have no way to talk to her!! Everything ive tryed to do has failed, alot of things are not going in my favor, and even though i dont wanna talk much about it, ( Read more... )

i got one question...

I think im cynical, do you?

comment if u wanna answer!

I know i havent updated in a while!! im alittle slow at things!! Ok well all u need to know is i went to columbus and saw my most awesome cousins before they went to college at ORU!! Then today i saw my Bella for the first time in two weeks, so that was really awesome!! Nothing is really going on i dunno whats up! im one confused person!!! Thats ( Read more... )