At some point I snapped back into reality and realized what I have and what I don't want to give up.
I'm in love with Mr. Kenneth Dean Shaw JR. I have hopes to be the Mrs in the equation.
There is nothing more than needs to be said.

I'd rather not be judge, so try to stop.
I understand my life choices my effect you but I also understand that it's your problem and your choice to let it.
I refuse to feel bad for the mistakes that you made.

I hate lying.
Lies are meant for the guilty.
I am not guilty.. Nor do I want to be.
I'm an adult, not a child.
I refuse to move backwards anymore.

Hahahahahahahahaha.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Shits funny lol

My head speaks ( Read more... )

I'm too tired to come up with some witty, smart, thoughtful return ( Read more... )

Can you fake a smile long enough that it becomes genuine?

I doubt it....

... Thanks for listening. Yes... You.

I appreciate it.

And yes, I still hate you. =)

Multiply to pain in my last entry by 90% and you'll know where I'm at right now.

There's no reason to hope anymore. If only I could detail it for you.

A little bit of myself has slipped away ( Read more... )