well an eventful weekend this has been..

bascially incredibly embarassing, stressing, and depressing.. yet good. .
all in one..

all i gotta say is..

im SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY...

i dont even know what to say about it...

and my family is still falling apart..
yeah.

WTF

thats it...

so school is amazing ( Read more... )

theres so many questions running through my head ( Read more... )

went to GVSU this weekend
twas AMAZING
i cant wait to go back!
me and rachel say we gonna go once a month..
and im seriously gonna hold her to that.

i wish i went away to college
im considering goin next year..
just to get somestuff under my belt ya know?

we shall see. .

thats it..
im dont feel all to hott
so im gonna go take a nap.

i am..
so fucking frustrated with myself!
i dont know what the flying fuck is wrong with me..
and i wish i could figure it out!

so i promised you all id fill you in later ( Read more... )

me and mike broke up
fill ya in lata

i definetly think im about to have amajor meltdown..

im so fucking stressed out and i dont feel like i ever get a break
hmm maybe cuz i dont.. 
i go to school 5 days a week
three out of those 5 days i go straight to work 
till fuckin late.. 
and the two days i have off are probably only because 
i asked for them off becuase of Get Smart..

oh.. and i work ( Read more... )

*sighs*

four words..

life
is
fucked
up...

four more

and
confusing
as
hell

that is all..